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You Ni Jiu Gou Le

2006-10-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

http://www.sendspace.com/file/880ix1

Information about new debut Chinese Album

2006-02-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my blog. Here you can find information about : Wo Yi Ran Shi Ni De Qing Ren new Chinese debut album.

Please refer to the sidebar, where links will be available to guide you to the varius article. It is under the subheading of "Recent posts".

Interview with the artiste

2006-02-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

Q : How long will it take to produce this album?
The album will be completed by this week!! Thanks to my group of dedicated album designers as well as newly acquired audio enhancing software. I am also trying to go throughthe songs as fast as possible while keeping the emotion inside.

Q : What can we expect in terms of singing?
You can expect a greatly improved singing technique with lower notes than before. You will also witness a few songs featuring the whistle register, which means the notes will go higher than the divas like CoCo and Zhang Hui Mei! So it means a renewed vocal range. Voice timbre is improved as I add more "i" vowel sound and more smile to the song even though it is sad. There will be better flow and better pitch control. Some songs will have vibrato as an effect if I want, and this greatly improves the quality of the voice.

Q : What can we expect about the pictures?
Well I can only say that one or two pictures will be highly provocative. Details will be released soon! Basically the aim is to portray a vibrant and young artiste willing to experiment many new concepts.

Q : Is your personal life attached to this album?
Yes, it expresses my feelings and my struggles and I hope my fans will be able to appreciate the feelings I have put inside.

Q : Wow. I have listened the exclusive audio samples and realised great improvement of vocal technique. What did you do?
Well I have learnt pitch control and the intonation techniques. I have also practised vibrato. I have also did vocalises to be able to increase my vocal range to 4 1/2 octaves.

Q : They say your singing technique is like CoCo. Any qualms?
CoCo is my idol and I would love to sing AS GOOD as her. But I am myself and At the end of the day I want people to say that it is gwx who is singing and not a CoCo Sound-alike singing! Besides, the differences between her voice and mine is vast and I can never sing as well as this experienced veteran singer, who has such a great vocal range. She can hit the very high notes without using the whistle register or sounding squeaky. I cannot hit the ultrahigh notes on demand too.

Q : What are your inspirations for your songs?
My feelings.

Q : If there is anything you could change, what would you change?
My voice. Laughs* Well I wish I could produce a much better album, but I am limited by my voice. So I guess I'll make the best of it!

Q : Will you be promoting the album?
Yes, I will be performing live and doing autographs next week.

Q : Is this album the mark of a new era?
Err nope. I guess this is my first and last album for these few months at least! I shall be busy this part of the year. Time will tell if I can make it to diva status and it really depends on you, my fans!!

Q: Do you have a fan club?
Yes there is GWXFC. And I am very grateful for that! (=

I will be launching my new album!

2006-02-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

My new album will be called : 我依然是你的情

The concept behind this is someone in love, but just wants to let go of the person and start a new life afresh! It starts with 我依然是你的情人 which shows that the person will always be loved, even though it is 20 years down the road ; there will still be the spark of love. It then goes to 奔 which is a uplifting song, followed by 他一定很爱你 a slow ballad meant to showcase my emotional singing. 哭沙 depicts how the person has left and how the relationship used to be so good, but now has to let go already. The album goes on to sing a highly touching ballad 不懂 which depicts two lovers who don't know how to go on already; just don't know what to do. Break up? Well Fish Leong's 分手快乐 and 勇气 are the two ways it can go. 分手快乐 - why not just forget the person if it brings him/her and yourself so much pain? 勇气 - or do we have to carry on with the relationship?? 龙卷风 depicts the case of a crush in which makes you go crazy with adrenalin ; but you don't want to think about it cause of that feeling. My album then goes on to Faye Wong - 愿意为你 , the most touching ballad in this song. Despite all the struggle, breakup or forgetting, love is omnipresent and can last forever. Next, 我是一只小小鸟, especially for people who have dreams that cannot be fufilled. And a departure from love songs, SHE – 不想长大, is a highly uplifting song. The album ends with 你把我灌醉 another slow ballad which expresses fully a lover's desperation and exaasperation with all that is happening while driving along a highway.

The bonus track is a sexy provocative song by CoCo Lee which is So Good. As well as another rendition of the Vilau song, featuring CMP.

1) 李玟 - 我依然是你的情人
2) 孙燕姿 - 奔
3) A-do - 他一定很爱你
4) 张惠妹 - 哭沙
5) JJ Lin Jun Jie 林俊杰 - 不懂
6) Fish Leong – 分手快乐
7) Fish Leong – 勇气
8) Jay Chou – 龙卷风
9) Faye Wong - 愿意为你
10) 我是一只小小鸟
11) SHE – 不想长大
12) 你把我灌醉
13) Bonus : CoCo Lee - So Good
14) Bonus : Vilau featuring CMP.

Hello

2006-02-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

Damn tired today. Tmr update.

Leaving you with a screenshot of my computer.

My Vocal Range

2006-02-13T02:21:00.000+08:00

Highest Note = B6 = 1975.53hz
Lowest Note = G#2/Ab2 = 103 hz

100->200 => one octave
200->400 => two octaves
400->800 => three octaves
800-1600 => 4 octaves
1600 + 300 hz => 4 1/4 octaves

So my vocal range is 4+ octaves. WOW!

Tag Board + Cleo Article

2006-02-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

On The TagBoardI will start ignoring those nonsense comments made by Chan Deyang. And I shall NOT respond to any article. Since responding only provokes greater enjoyment of the spammer.

On the cleo article
I mentioned about Cleo article in the below post. This cleo article came about when I was at cafe cartel with my aunt uncle cousin. used camera to capture some pages. very poignant. This cleo article is about drifting apart from friends due to loss of proximity and I find it very poignant. It is happening to me in some areas ( I hope Its not true though... ).

Didn't manage to get Page 3 and 4 captured clearly. Will get my cousin to lend me January 2006's Cleo article.

I have uploaded to Sendspace.com the two articles. No need register. Just click the link, and to download file, click another link just below the google advertisements.

PAGE ONE
http://www.sendspace.com/file/v63dae

PAGE TWO
http://www.sendspace.com/file/ldbrh4

Hope some of you can consider waiting for Page 3 and Page 4 hahha , and consider being close friends still!! Not just proximity friends (=

Went out with uncle auntie + beautiful cousin!

2006-02-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today I went with my new friends to watch movie and also went town area! JC Friends is it? No lahx~. Is my Uncle, Aunt and Cousin!!!

I'm frequently going their house and having fun with them every weekend, and this week we went to watch this movie at Lido ( Shaw House ) and its called Fearless by Jet Li. The treat is on my uncle!! hehe. We even bought popcorn and ice lemon tea in to drink

What the movie is about? It starts with a young boy who wasn't martial arts inclined and then was inspired by father to do martial arts. But his father did not allow him to do so; his father only let him do calligraphy. His father lost a fight, and this boy's friends were betting on the fight to see who would win lar. His father could have killed his opponent, but he let his opponent go. The ungrateful opponent next kicked this poor boy's father. Then later, the poor boy's enemy/"friend" laugh at him, and picked up a fight with him. The poor boy lost.

The movie flashes onwards to 30 years later. He is a reknowned martial arts practitioner. And he lives in Tianjin. He want to be the Champion of Tianjin. He won quite a lot of pple. Defeated a lot.

One day his disciple comes along. His disciple was really injured. Badly beaten up by " Master Chin". This Master Chin guy actually doesn't want to fight, but Jet Li forced Master Chin to fight. Master Chin is a reknowned martial art teacher older than Jet Li himself. Master Chin lost. And Jet Li didn't stop when he was severely injured. He dealt a final blow, causing his spine to crumple and shatter. =( I felt really shock. And this is NC 16. My First NC16 movie. Really shocking to me. I felt like I wan vomit!!!! O dear!~ Like BUTTERFLY IN MY HEART!! haha!!!

Ok. This master Chin died. jet li came to his sense. he killed a person. Next, what happen Leh? HIS ENTIRE FAMILY WAS KILLED. master chin's disciple killed / mascarared his whole family!! Evil sia! DEN!!!! HE CAME TO HIS SENSES!! He's real cute lor. So stupid. Laugh lyk some real super contented fella. Den later become lyk... Crying. Vomiting.. Etc. Felt sorry for him also lar...

Den he commmit suicide.

LOL
DEN!
Was rescued!!!
Alright.
No suspense right.
Where can lead actor die halfway thru' the show.

Den he went to some ulu ulu area. Loved a girl. Etc. He got to experience life in a diff way. Came to his senses etc. ANd he started to fight morally, e.g. fight just for competition not to KILL or whatever. He give his opponent CHANCE. Even founded a new martial arts organisation which focus on mind body soul.

Wa long story hor. Den later to cut story short. He meet up with some japanese to fight. his drink was poisoned. he lost. japanese from the start was wushu focused, was understood the meaning of wushu. wushu= peace. ok. Then Jap realised he was poisoned. Gavehim chance. jet li won. and the betters who did the poisoning of his tea got extremely disgraced wif emselves.

Jet li died. left behind a legacy with his Jinshu? Foundation having over 50 branch worldwide. guess its real story after all.. He got to be with his love in his dreams. (=

Real nice show. But leaes a poignant note at the end. Has some comedy parts. Overall 4.5/5 show.

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Ok. After this movie, we went eat dinner. I had roti prata. The area is underground, and has very little pple. Lyk a secret hideout. Ulu ulu de. But its quite expensive. Rotiprata 6 dollar. WTH! On them too! Had ice kacahng also. Quite nice!!!!!hhaa

my greedy auntie still nt full. we went to Plaza Singapura ( took bus ) then later went walk around Plaza Singapura. My cousin took 20 mins in e toilet, don't know do what? Lol. Admiring herself in the mirror? Kao.

Then how? EAT AGAIN!!! wa lao. Y liddat. This time was to go The Cafe Cartel. I had cafe latte. My cousin had another drink, fruit drink. My aunt did not drink/eat. Uncle took Earl Grey tea. Was on them also ;)

Later after the Cafe Cartel, we walked ALL THE WAY ( save Money lar, den my greedy aunt got guilty!!! want to lose calorie! ) to Tanglin Mall. There damn ulu. Den we took 75 from there to Bt panjang which is where we all live. My cousin took bus to IMM area where is where she lives.

There are certain parts which are superboring. Cause they talk girl-stuff. Its either girls are wuliao or guys dno how to listen haha. But since I used to be a girl* , I understood lah. Hahahahahahahahaha

I found this experience enriching. I found hope in life again. And I felt like Mariah carey walking through the streets* . Wow damn cool. Man. We walk A LOT i tell u. and as we walk we talk. never felt so close to my aunt and uncle before, as well as my beautiful bimbo cousin*

* Joking la~~~

To those who did not do as well as they believe they should do

2006-02-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

While some of us might be rejoicing with our results, lets not forget those who are very much upset about their result. I got quite good results, but I'm not happy with it cause I cannot go NJC? I guess I ought to be ashamed of that.

I wish there is some way I can help those, who really lost their sense of direction. I'm not going to say who are the people, but can only mention that they are the people who matter to me most, as well as the people who are friends of 4/5.

My apologies to the 1 or 2 pple I might have upsetted when I was flooded with initial shock about my result, went about asking " What did you score? ". I guess that was pretty stupid of me.

You can't blame me right. I'm slow hahax.

Well apologies Ok! Insensitivity on my part, as weixiang's nick repeatedly stares at me.

For those who didn't score well, I guess I'm not going to talk to them for a period of time, either in person or on msn. I feel that they would need some time to just calm down, find their footing, and stand up once again.

Mariah Carey has been my inspiration for these few years. And my success in moral development is based on her words. Music can heal the soul, and so I've painstakingly taken the time to upload some of my favourite tunes and MVs, which I really hope can bring you all up.

Remember. Actually, O level is not important. It is the A level, or Diploma which matters. Of course , O level guarantees that eventually you will go to university, because once you have the Os, you might fail A level and so on, but 10 years later, you can do your diploma. And again, the Os can be retaken.

For those who really cannot go much anywhere with regards to JC and Polytechnic, don't lose hope yet! I believe you can find a course that you like. Even 25 points might get you to a course, albeit an ulu-ulu one. But it IS possible!! If not, why not take 1/2 a year off, RELAX. COOL DOWN! And study again. Sit for the O levels this year as a private student, then go to Polytechnics?

Its like... there's hope. And for those.. who get 10 11 12, can't get to NJC. And feel very sad about it. I think : don't cry!!! Its ok what. I've got 9, can't go NJC and thus I'm likely going to PJC. So what? Its your brains that count, man. And the fact that you scored so well for the O levels means you have the MATERIAL. And with this MATERIAL, you MAKE USE OF IT, you can SCORE WELL in the A LEVELS!!!! Its human to err. Perhaps you have played too much? Nvm! At least you get into PJC or JJC what. Isn't it? Think about those who have nowhere to go? Even THEY have the HOPE TO CARRY ON. You, leh? And I know you all can do it, OK! I know you all are going to score well in PJC, work hard, and go towards a nice A level certificate. PJC is not bad, except according to Jiahao. As long as you study! You can!! Ni xing de!!! Just take faith in that, take faith in your God.

I've compiled the following, hope you all can feel better after that, esp. those who feel they're really lost. I know a few who really do very badly - hope you all can pick up!!!! No need to feel upset for you all! You all just made mistakes, or blame it on lady luck! I'm happy for you all ; that you will be able to learn a tough life lesson and move up. Pick up. Find a hero in yourself. Have the strength to push on. And LIVE LIFE!!!!

Here are the goodies!!
The download link is BELOW the Google Adverts, in small text!! Damn hard to find it.

Hope y'all love them!!

Mariah Carey - Make it Through The Rain ( live on american music awards 2003 )
http://www.sendspace.com/file/d4of3x

Mariah Carey - Fly Like A Bird ( Live Video ) at GMA in 2005
http://www.sendspace.com/file/ftxpg8

Tommorow I shall upload Live versions of Mariah Carey's Hero as well as the song Moments of Magic as well as " We are the World"

O Level Results

2006-02-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

I got A2 for physics and B3 for English. And wtf I got A2 for combined humanities haha. Miss Esther Leng must be astonished!!!!

I was thinking of a remark of Physics, but guess the remarking will take too long perhaps? Going to try that route anyways.

Also, I want to try to appeal to go to NJC.

If not, then I guess lets go PJC?

I am also considering JJC, SAJC, as minor options. JJC is a larger option now despite chinhua telling me not to go. =/

Really sorry lol.

My life has crashed

2006-02-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

Problems :

Problem 1 : Results. Tommorow. I really don't know how I am going to do. Unexpected things occur. Well I guess we will just know when it comes out. But PJC or NJC, maybe I should widen my options? Getting 8 points is hard.

Problem 2 : Relationship. Crashed. I don't know what to do also. I wish I had some serotonin jab.

Problem 3 : Friends. They are sexual. They touch their genitals. Disgusted? You bet. Also, I'm losing a friend. Very sad case this one. He changed a lot. I'm very disappointed. I'm also drifiting apart from some pple. Very sad. Very sad. This problem make me the saddest.

Problem 4 : Image problem. I don't know. My weight leaped from 60 to 67. Damn. What is happening to me? Chinese New Year weight-gain? Should I use hydroxycut?

Problem 5 : Bored. I have no real hobby now. I am really bored.

Nice sad song

2006-02-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

By CoCo Lee

It is titled Wang Ri Qing.
Here is the english translation.

Let me gradually forget you
Like the morning dew being evaporated by the rising sun
A fresh new mood will never again be burdened by the past

Memories are a part of life
Who can simply forget them
I have no choice but to keep them all hidden

In my mind, there are images of yesterday's passion
How can I make sense of them
I am left powerless

How can I return these emotions to you
Who can take your place
For I have given you my heart and soul

Why is life so unfair?
It allowed us first to meet
Then put us through such weathering storms

At night, I often dream of our former days
But when I awake, it's hard to hold back the pain
Because yesterday was when we shared our passion

ps : i dont love chinhua

life

2006-01-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

life is like a crow
savaging for decayed bodies
flowing along an endless perpetual river
blah blah blah

why do blogs have to be like this?
why can't blogs be like this :

the air has a tint of rose and chamomile
as it drifts into my nose
my eyes can see the promising blue horizon ahead
with migratory birds going northwards towards the endless boundless beauty that has to lie ahead
as I trudge happily towards

THATS GREAT!!!
GOOD JOB!!!!!
ok. I'm going to blog later today more meaningful stuffs.

Chinese new year tmr!

2006-01-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

Haha wishing everyone a happy chinese new year okay!

Xing xiang shi cheng!!
Kuai gao zhang da!!
Xue ye jing bu!!
Gong xi fa cai!!

I shall continue updating my blog from now on.
And from now on, hopefully I'll have occasional fun and we can have a laugh at the fun alright!!

But this one I dno lah. I think I'm acting like furong jie liddat. Please don't circulate on the internet!!! Tts why I wear sunglass btw!! ahah

The link is here : http://www.sendspace.com/file/zl72ff
When you click on it, the download link is JUST BELOW the ads. In case you cannot find it. Its very small wordings.

Alright, yesterday went CSS but sad thing is I'm so silly I didn't talk much to those people I came to socialise with too! I got too carried away with my CMP frens, my 4/5 girl friends, as well as acquaintances =(

Well fortunately its not such a failure after all.

But well it is a failure cause Number 1, I rushed there after swimming and I am red all over. Number 2, I did not initiate conversations with some pple. Number 3, I forgot to talk to yanbo!! Number 4, I forgot to talk to many other pple like Jinghao, etc. FOOLISH ME~ . NUMBER 5, I din get chew to unblock me!~ Number 6, Boonwah just hates me )= tho he sae he doesn't Number 7, I'm so stupid I din go to the staffroom earlier. I thought that we cannot go to the staffroom...~ stupid me. Number 8 I only talked to a few teachers. I din see Mdm Chang ( so cute!! ) mr yong ( want to know how he's getting along ) , Kelly lim ( oh dear ~ im a failure again. I saw her but din go ) , Mrs ng ( same! oh dear~ ), Miss Leng ( where's she?!?! ). Well I had a good chat with our old chinese teacher. AND where am I~~~ Number 9 I didn't get Handphone and MSNs!!! OMG. and Number 10 I didn't and I really regret it follow ch, leonard, jh, etc when they left coz I wanted to see the teachers.... Wellz I think they went for soccer or sth. I am so stupid! and Number 11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My hair was terrible cause I did not rebond for god knows how long alr. Den so bad. My spritz is no good. compare that to other pple and u can faint.

How lolx.

Haiz. Nvm lar. O Level results day is similar. Must do all those stuff!! Yeah, go all out to seek the teachers manz!!! And miss ridz, forget to see her hahaz! Did she quit =x

And hor,

All of you please update your blogs if you have one! I can't wait to read, thank you jinghao for initiating blog re-updating sequences!

I'm spewing nonsense again cause I type just so fast. I think I'm more like xiaxue now.

But RMB!!! THIS BLOG IS ONLY READ BY CSSIANS!!! CJC PPLE DNO ABOUT IT!!
REJOICE!!! I CAN BE WHO I AM NOW!!! ( not xiaxue la, but the extrovert I really am!! oh dear!~ why I from sec 1 quiet become so extrovert now )

A lot of pple ask me about CJC? Well, my answer:
It is an okay jc, I had great friends there. If not for very personal issues I would have stayed on. That is the major point preventing me from staying. The minor points are that it is pretty far away, and also because I don't like the uniform, and also because I don't really like the school facilities and look, etc. i can go on and on,but I believe those are just excuses - Its all boils down to this very personal issue I have which prevents me from staying at CJC. If only there was no such issue, CJC IS THE BEST PLACE TO BE I CAN REALLY SAY. I rmb the pple there are so good and so beautiful so charming. Hahaz. Well..... all my fault.

And to those or whoever who spread rumours saying that I am ummmm ostracised by pple at css. No lah. its all my fault k. I tried a new personality, failed miserably, and became introverted. good right? I tried to talk less, etc, but it made me feel rotten deep inside. Thats bad.

Alright. From next post onwards maybe I'll post more logical sequenced thoughts.

How about JC life lei?
For all the subjects :

Math - It is so great!!! Really? Yeah. You can use that graphic calculator thingie to draw graphs and at first I thought its really hard. At this moment of time, it appears really easy. Probably coz we haven't do functions yet LOL

Physics - Its getting harder. Lots of math invovlved. I did not know about neg. uncerainty but finally understood. U know the part on A - B.

A with +/- 0.05 uncertainty and B with +/- 0.05 uncertainty
let Z = A - B
Uncertainty of Z = 0.05 - ( - 0.05 ) = 1.00 <- this is MAXIMUM UNCERTAINTY. I now then know this uncertainty is maximum.

As in, If we have Z uncerainty = 0.05 - 0.05 = 0 <- this is mininum uncertainty. Duh!

Alright I guess I being stupid right now. It seems so easy just I did not get the idea at that point!~

I ask Mdm quek if phy is a lot math. She say yes yes. A lot of math. I ask her what kind of math is it A math type ( as in not JC that hard ). She say no... Some of it involve JC math. den she say dun worry lah. =[

Chem - Chem is really a repeat of sec 4 stuffs! really happy we have such a good chem teacher as mr yong who gave us solid foundations!

Geo - Its downright boring! I hate human geography! its just nonsense! Common sense! Well to me~. Our lecture tutorials etc is downright boring!!!!

GP - Boring.

Not to mention, this is my subject cmbiation in case u wondering LOL

Also, all the teachers are a repeat /extension of the sec 4 teachers!!!! Chem teacher is mr kb ong he jokes like mr yong. physics teacher is mrs chin she is as knowledgeable but yet as clear as mdm quek, math is mr yee; he is as blur as mdm chang! , gp is like miss ridz ( yeah this one diff ) she likes to write a lot of stuff on e board and let us copy... how weird!~ and she is quite fierce at times too!!! and use words like shut up, etc. Young teachers sooooooooooooooooooo rude.
And not to mention our pe teacher is lyk mr choo!! so dam slack!! good wad. haha

Hand damn tired now. But dont worry weixue types really fast. and i noe u read really fast too tts y i type a lot so u can read for a longer time!!

Btw I realise some pple DISAPPEAR FROM MY MSN LIST!!!!!!!!!

Ivan disappear is it?
david disappear is it? oh dear. I think is ivan only tho... y he want to avoid me?

oh dear without ivan ho, how?

Oh dear~

Boonwah is fortunately still in contact with me . But its as good as not having contact with me. he just plays games all day long and I wonder how he gets so much beter! I tell you ar. Boonwah looks different. As in he look so much more knowledgeable now and so cute! He at first also cute, now even cuter!! Chinhua became less cute? i don't know why also. But still cute!! yeah! He like never age. Jinghao voice change!!!! And jiaxin look so beaitufl now!! pple tot shes btr than coco lee 888 times!!! and not to mention aidil! change spec!!

oh yeah y wei ji nvr go. he had class outing!! haha. well some pple din turn up. shu yuan is mising!!! oh dear. i totally lost contact wif her man!!! how~~~ Pauline is mising!! yea! Kai jie is mising!!! even patrick is there!~ hahaz! oh dear, Im so lame i still living in last year.

But yes I must admit we sort of drifted a little apart from each other liaoz. I already gearing up to make new friends after first 3 mths. I hope it works out alright. =( I'm going to order hydroxycut soon to lose weight.

Btw is finding friends = you must look good? eh nonsense lah!!!

my class got one big size boy he still haf MANY frens!! and den hor I really think I'm so twisted minded. i think got one guy fall in love wif the very big size boy is it? always like "flirt" with him!! how er-xing!! @.@. Even the language and slang of voice makes me feel very funny!! lolz~ tts friends turned couple, right ? =D

Alright....

I know I'm firing at random. I really don't know what to talk about! Just talking whatever comes to my mind. This blog shall be my thought blog LOL

O yeah. I am really thankful for life. I think we should all be thankful for whatever we have in front of us, with us, or even memories that lie in our hearts forever. Im really grateful okay!!! I think you all should be too. If you think your life is sucky, then think about mine. I bet all of your lives are so much better than MY life. But still im grateful for whatever has happened to me! Would I want to be someone else? Of course!! ahhaz. what a twist right. But I don't wish and yearn for it etc. That would be too stupid silly naive foolish of me, eh?

WELL WELL I've done something really naughty btw!!! I went to take an mc and went to print another copy of it. boy, I hope i dun get caught manz. lolz but no choice. doctors all gone liao!! how?

hahahahahahahhaha

weixue so corny now.
alright, insofar i get cornier, i say bb liao. oooo. now in line with my latest tradition, I'm leaving you guys with a song!

Song title : 没时间
Sung By : 莫文蔚 . Later re-sung by 孙燕姿
没时间我没时间
一瞬间来到夏天
单身的地平线
又转了一圈晴天终於出现
转变
没时间想昨天
就撕掉爱情那张褪色相片
没时间我没时间
要永远占据夏天
雨後的地平线
晒乾了悲伤快乐不再搁浅
转眼晒红我的双肩
朝我的方向加速苦闷递减
为什么
太多时间在抱歉
太少时间在缠绵
太多时间在抱怨
太少时间值得去怀念
没有你的今天
唱一首歌消遣
快乐的声线多明显
勉强的诺言不实现
(music)
太多时间在抱歉
太少时间在缠绵
太多时间在抱怨
太少时间值得去怀念
没有你的今天
唱一首歌消遣
快乐的声线多明显
勉强的诺言不实现
没时间我没时间
一瞬间来到夏天
心情的抛物线
又转了一圈明天终於出现
拒绝没时间想昨天
我没时间想昨天
不收集爱情的碎片
没时间想昨天
没时间再想你忧郁的脸
没时间我没时间
没时间我没时间
没时间我没时间
没时间我没时间
没时间我没时间
没时间我没时间

If you want the song, you can msn me or email me at gwx04@yahoo.com.sg

You can dance and cry and hiphop with it, shake your bums bums, etc, its a really kewl song and you'll abandon all evil thoughts and just follow this jovial song!!

Btw guys, hypnosis is a very powerful tool.

ALRIGHT

leaving you here,
have a nice night nice day nice year!
this is weixue!
warmest hugs
sincerest kisses
this is weixue
signing off, just 5 minutes before the new year

Happy new 2oo6

2006-01-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

Would like to wish everyone here a Happy new year!!!

For some or many of us 2005 was the year of hell, so lets just reflect awhile on it. What did we do wrong, what are the cherishable moments despite all our wrongdoings and despite all our falls. Like I really appreciate the support from my classmates, schoolmates and good friends and its been really tough Os, yeah? But I think I can do well ~ all thanks to God and also those people behind me and supporting me! THANKS!!~

Saying bye-bye to 2005, requires a lot of introspection for me, having fallen many times. But after my birthday I decided on a new beginning a new way of life.

I think Adam Khoo was not wrong :
Look at your hands

Okie!!

2005-12-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

I'm procuring powdered aluminium of 200 mesh to make my rocket. I have placed an order and its going to be delivered in less than 1 mth's time before mid-January. So rocket launch date arnd January middle!!~

Yes. BTW, I read some pple's friendster ( those who are act dao ) and I read their language - was a little hilarious!!~ Btw, I'm not acting dao or whatever, and no wish to do so. I might be more cool, just like Chin hua and talk less because I want year 2006 and year 2007 to be a very peaceful time.

Think of it. 2007 sounds very far away. Right?

PS : Responded to your comments, David, on my other post "Comments" section! I think your hair is really cool but you should have a fringe! BTW, u spike better than chin hua =x ( actualli chin hua's spike is not nice - just very funny Lolx ; im worse lah ahahz ). Pity you din come BBQ btw; cause I din see you last time!~ Nvm!! Next time will see u! Btw again, do u still hate me? U're always so reluctant to talk to me in sch? Hope you do very well for your Os!!!

Compare

2005-12-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

Let us compare two peoples.

Person A
- average looking
- short-average height
- disproportionate
- moderately fat
- likely to get much in life
- spiritually satisfied

Person B
- good looking
- above average height
- proportionate
- moderate weight-thin
- likely to get only a little in life
- spiritually insatisfied

Which do you think is more lucky?
Of course, unless Person B goes on to become a singer or a model, that's different story. But if Person B doesn't have faith in life, Person B is going to ride an emotional rollercoaster.

If person A, even if person A acheives nothing in life, even if Person A is in a slum, Person A will still be contented with life - cause he has faith.

Think about it~ :)

Leaving you with Diana Ross - If we hold on together (=

Don’t lose your way
With each passing day
You’ve come so far
Don’t throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
When we are out there in the dark
We’ll dream about the sun
In the dark we’ll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyon
eIf we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and i

Everyone, no matter how sad you are.

2005-12-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hope here is some encouragement for you pple. Even Os is over, still struggling with personal matters.

~~~~~* Hero * ~~~~~

There's a hero

if you look inside your heart

Don't ever be afraid of what you are

There is an answer

If you could just reach in your soul

And the sorrow that you know ; it will melt away

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside; you know you will survive

When you feel like hope is gone, look within and be strong

And you finally see the truth ; yes, that a hero lies in you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Its a long road

When you face the world alone,

and noone reaches out a hand

for you to hold

you can find love

searching within yourself

and the emptiness you felt; it will disappear

and a hero comes along

with the strength to carry on ; you cast your fears aside

you know that you will survive

when you feel that hope is gone

look within and be strong

you'll see that a hero lies in you - this is the truth

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The lord knows.

Dreams are so hard to follow.

Don't let anyone tear them away, JUST HOLD ON

And there will be tommorow

And in time, you'll

Find the Way.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And a hero comes Along

with the Strength; the strength for you to go on

And you cast your fears aside; you know you can survive

When you feel like hope is gone

look inside you; look inside and and be strong

You'll finally see the truth

See that a hero lies in you.

That a hero lies

in you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

** That a hero LIES IN YOU **

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wei Xue

adapting Mariah Carey's "Hero"

Nonsense!!

2005-12-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

Just tried to update my blog. Den guess what? Some problem with Blogger.com
ZZZZZZ!!!~ how!!!

A-E-I-O-U!!! :(

Also!!

2005-12-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

I prayed for someone to reply to my msn and he finally replied and I feel so free of regrets now. Glad =p He has never replied on my msn before. And I feel so glad.

Well~ must start changing now. So I has deleted him on my Msn!!

Here is MiniVV dearie's lovely post on beauty , in response to : can beauty be bought? MiniVV's such a sweetiepie who made this all so cleared up. (=

Somehow the paragraphing and the images are gone. But I feel content more important! Do have a look =)

To me.."Beauty" can of course be bought in the current world~As Plastic Surgery is such a common thing nowadays!!! But sometimes it's hard to pinpoint wat is really "BeautY"~!!! I has the same questions as u in my mind sometimes~!!! Why is tat people said tat big eyes girls are pretty???Why being slim is 'in trend' right now???Who tell these people tat being skinny equal pretty from the very start??? Who first set the standard tat wat and wat looks of girls is consider as "Pretty"???I said it hard to pinpoint as~Big eyes babes like Ayumi Hamasaki is pretty to me!!! Small eyes Elva Hsiao is as delicious as her!!! Some girls is praised Pretty by so many others,But no matter how u looked~ She just looked so normal and common to u!!! WHY??? I guess~~*~ Ge Hua Lu Ge Yan ~*~~*~ Beauty lies in the Eyes of Holder ~*~ But I have one belief since young~A true Beauty should be pretty both inside out!!!Having a pretty face, but a evil heart~ Will just show on their faces!!!An *evil* smirk..A Bitter look..Turn away friends and even, LoVed ones!!!Only when u are pretty from within too~Then u will GLOW from within and looked like a True Beauty!!! Coz really~ Beauty fades with time~ UNAVOIDABLE as time passes us by~I sure u rather those people around u to LoVe u for who u truly are~Than for your good, pretty looks~

Temptation

2005-12-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

Today was tempted to sin again. And how so strong was that temptation. I think I've overcome it mostly now - still feel a little temptation tho!

Well. New beginnings, new day, new year, but most importantly must have NEW THOUGHTS!!!

Was recommended to watch Passion of Christ. So I think I'll watch it today! Well, the other movies I have downloaded already - Pauline dear's the Six Sense and James' dear Dark Waters, as well as Jinghao dear's.

Well!! Well, and yesterday we went to the National Library. It was such a cultural delight that we almost died from boredom keke. I thought it was very interesting :(

Well will post some photos Later. :)

Actually how good it is if the world is rid of temptation from S.a. Tan

My new computer

2005-12-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hey people!

2005-12-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

Just went cycling. OK enuff cycling. Tmr. go swmming! Oh yeah - I miss you guys from 4/5 esp pple like jinghao leonard who just dont reply to my msn msges. So sad Im not going to meet you guys again. :( But nonetheless, u pple keep happy k. U pple rawks.!

Niway. i dont care liao.

Feeling so much better after praying and asking to be prayed for at www.godhelpmeplease.com
Well! To h*** with ch, to h*** with makeup, to h**** with my past!!! Im going to start afresh.

N last night. I just prayed, and prayed for me to be able to understand the bible, andof course reading the bible.

I'm so studious now. Even highlighted the story and highlighted inspirational phrases that I found! Like Hist-geo liddat. Ar. To h*** wif O levels. hahaz

Also of course I wished for something for my bdae. ( I dun wanna say ! ;) ). Ahh. The next day. I realised one of my dreams was 1/4 complete. God gave me a lot.

Today I digressed a lot and talkeda lot abt God so sorry for those who don't acknowledge/pray to god. But rmb, whenever you are feeling down, just put your faith in god. Things will start to go your way. ok. ( NOt trying to convert anyone !! ) . Ok so i wont write so much about God next time. hahaZ...

Ok. Here's a photo when I went to ECP. As you can see, I'm happy! Yeah. But I'm more happy than that now - Cause now Im reverted back to the Lord. Now whenever I smile its marvelling at the beauty of the world. Alrite. The sky was lovely niway on that day. Will post some sky pictures tmr!

Alrite. ( this photo ) Looks like some Mao Ze Dong pose - and look like im saluting. But.. i dno what i doing also.... Lolz. Sorry!

THOSE WHO HATE YOURSELF. I used to hate myself too. Yes. But rmb, you are intelligent, perfect, your mind is just so wonderful! LOVE yourself, baby!

You guys play hard Okay!!!

Love to all,
Wei Xue

My 16th Birthday

2005-12-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today is the most introspective days of my life, and today night - before I sleep, i will think long and hard about myself, my friends, my life and i will pray to god that everything turns out ok for my 16th year in this place. Personally, I feel that life up to today has been a mistake - a real bad mistake. So now im going to change it.

yes. and this 16th birthday hails a new beginning - a new day - a new year - a new life for me, and i love it. ( im so sure ).

my 15th has been a disaster - u know how rollercoaster it has been and how emotionally hurting it has been to me... my results, backstabbing, lonely times, feeling of emptiness, addiction, all this making me go really bonkers. I almost forgot about my crush. yep.

on this 16th year day one of my life - i would love to say thank you to some people.

dear CMP friends - thank you for being an interesting bunch of pple. glad to know u all, esp. kai man, mark, wei kang, jiahao ( u irritating tho! ) and sherwin, ZP ( tho he rarely comes ) and others la! Whilst we are not always on same wavelength, im glad i have some interesting company =)

dear Wei Ji - Thnx for being someone who I can talk to even though i'm really crappy, and yeah i've been with you of all friends most of e time - so thanks 4 EveryThing! (=

dear pauline - thank you for the interesting stuff we chat on msn, the music u sent, and the chatting on msn when i was down. Also, thanks of all things the jokes we all had in class - SO MISS laughing abt boonwah chin hua and many others like kelly and mdm quek of course

dear KahJoon - thanks for being a great study companion and thanks for letting me borrow your stuff - i think i was really irritating.

dear Leonard and Jinghao - Thanks really for helping me get to know chin hua as a friend ; thought it failed. well - some things arent meant to be. not ur fault! THANKS really for being great friends esp at the end part of sec 4. i still cant imagine chin hua liking wei ying - and for that matter boon wah havig wei ying as a gf. i feel u guys r really kewl n i wish to get such kewl frens in jc too :)

dear shawn jongling zhi qi rui ming - Might not be on the same freq at times, but still thanks for supporting me during the tough times - Yeah

dear Patrick - while we get to know only for a while, you're really a nice guy. Thanks for being a friend! =p. and yeah i know u make it an effort to go to class events lyk bbq, etc. whilst some pple who *were still in 4/5 juz din go.

dear Shu Yuan - You were a great partner for the end of 2005 in 4/5 . thanks a lot for everything. but till now, I dont understand u completely? keep in touch with hp,k. =)

dear Si yuan - thanks for being a great buddy. :) hope we still chat on msn yeah?

dear Mei Feng - you're really special to me since sec 3. u're very cool. yeah. i love u and ur style. rock on =)

dear Chew - i know you "hate" me. you're so cool but sometimes we just dont get on the same plane. i tot in bbq time we can make it up. but din. nonetheless, u are still a friend in a special way and i dont hate u - no matterhow much u 'hate' me or no matter how absurd u are.

dear Hajar, Jia xin, Xin Ying, Yi Qi and others - some of you may really hate me to the core. well actually i dont think so la. haha. but maybe dislike me , like deepa does. Im so sorry k. What i said last time abt deepa dont take into heart. we just want a good time. sorry pls dont 10 years later hire a killer to shoot me down =[

dear Boonwah - I dno why but I can't stop laughing becuz they laugh. Actually, nothing much to laugh at Lar, but they laugh de. If I say I din really laugh at you last time then im lying. I know u're not a person who takes grudges, but hope we can be friends k. Next time meet u on the streets, dun give me tt look k hahazz

dear Kai Jie - You're cool! Er, Thanks for telling me all about chin hua!!! I love chatting with you on msn =)

dear James - I'm glad to know you for the end of sec 4. I hope that you lead a great jc life after what we have discussed in msn. Really respect u and wei ji a lot. _ A lot.

dear Chinhua, I will be lying if i say i din like u. I did like u, and yes for 8 mths. i hope we can at least be friends. i know u sorta hate me and wont talk on msn. regardless, i wish you happiness and above all this love. u are a perfect boy and u r going to have a great future ahead of u, dont worry k. now, i dont like u. fullstop.

other 4/5ers- As a class, you guys are great. Xiemai thanks for enlightening me for geography! And Yanbo, I dun like u leh - y you hate me. Also got others, like Fiona who probably wont be reading this blog, and of course people like ivan, desmond, wei jie and yeemeng, david, terrence chia, Yeah, I nvr forget u all !! My memory very good de. ( Urhmm )

Also the teachers mr Yong and mdm Quek and mdm Chang miss Chua i-leen, mr Choo, miss kelly, miss esther - great teachers!! Even kelly who obviously doesnt exist based on the Principle of Reversibility of Light.

I have mixed feelings leaving CSS especially 4/5 and the familiar school surroundings, the daily booming from mrs terrence, and stuffs yeah? I really dont know what to do HOW to start afresh in Jc. God please guide me.

Hands tired. and what if com crash?! So tmr will update!

THNX guys! SOO.. Tommorow I will bore pple to death with what I thought of tonight. Meantime, here is wei xue wishing you all a happy year ahead yeah!!!

Os are over

2005-11-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

Blog revived.

This blog will last until this year finishes. Cause i want to act dao.

Okay! 20th Week 3rd Day

2005-07-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

Extant - existent
The extant CEO of the NKF foundation has resigned.

vicissitudes
Despite the vici-ssi-tudes of life faced by the cancer patient, she managed to hang through and was finally rid of that pervasive and pernicious disease.

Edifice
The taxi-driver in his cab mentioned to us some edifices in the city of Paris like the Elysee Palace.

Sultry
The titanic scene was sultry and was thus rated as unsuitable for young adults.

Trenchant
A trenchant criticism of the NKF ensued after it revealed its financial operations last week.
The London officials promiesd a trenchant and in-depth, incisive inquiry into the bombings last week.

Let us go to 20th week

Nebulous
The contract offer was a nebulous one, thus the Board declined to accept it.

Reviled
T.T Durai was reviled for his perks, which included flying first-class in the SIA as well as having a 600k per year salary, not to mention a 10-12 month bonus.

Indict
He was indicted of manslaughter yesterday.

Pesky
The Americans viewed the Russian as pesky irritants which could be destroyed easily, but they have forgot the latent power that Russia has.

Derogatory
After casting derogatory remarks with regard to Durai, the volunteer was sued in a libel suit which involved him paying $22k in Singapore dollars - cold hard cash.

Prevent the re-enactment of MYE tragedy

2005-07-14T15:54:00.001+08:00

To prevent a re-enactment of the MYE exam tragedy,
from now on, I shall be very stressed!~

OK. I just did Barron's. I stopped last week.
I'm on week 20. 2nd Day.

Repose : State of rest ( The boy was in repose after completing the exhausting paper )
Omnivorous : Someone is omnivorous. He eats almost anything.
Disparate : These two matters are so disparate. Why bring them together?
Abstemious : Avoiding doing something pleasurable ( eating, drinking ) too much/often - She was an abstemious worker who was not that sort of person who would be a heiress.
Redolent : The room is redolent with his bo. Or... The latest london bombing was redolent with the madrid bombing just 12 months ago.

And whats more, I'm going to finish the whole geog syllabus this week, along with chem syllabus. wish me luck

i will flop my exams

2005-05-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

man. this is hard. :(

i think me going to hard for all exams haix.. nvm now im studying hard to repent

geog, A maths, chemistry gone-case. not fail lah, but not an A definitely
emaths maybe still can.. but careless
physics okay lar.. but cannot top the class
CH and chinese gone case
english okay but cannot top

i might flop my exams

2005-05-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

i might have screwed up all my exams. so please dont ask anymore about what i want to get. i just want to get a B3 or A2 at least for all subject except CH and Chinese.

Today we learn a new word, ok?

moxie • \MAHK-see 1 : energy, pep
*2 : courage, determination
3 : know-how, expertise

Example sentence:
It took a lot of moxie for Brandon to go back to school to follow his dream of becoming a lawyer.

Did you know?
"Hot roasted peanuts! Fresh popcorn! Ice-cold Moxie!" You might have heard such a vendor's cry at a baseball game—if you attended one in 1924. That was the heyday of the soft drink called "Moxie," which some claim outsold Coca-Cola at the height of its popularity. The beverage was a favorite of American writer E.B. White, who wrote, "Moxie contains gentian root, which is the path to the good life. This was known in the second century before Christ and is a boon to me today." By 1930, "moxie" had become a slang term for nerve and verve, perhaps because some people thought the drink was a tonic that could cure virtually any ill and bring vim back to even the most lethargic individual.

* Indicates the sense illustrated in the example sentence

Learn English with Wei Xue!

2005-05-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Welcome to "Learn English with Wei Xue" interactive series part 1. You can tune in to this programme every 7 o'clock and of course, 9 o'clock as well.

We will be learning 20 words a day! Ready, get set, go!

1. concur - to agree
If I can get my parents to concur, I will be flying to the U.S.
If I can get the ministry to concur, I will be on my way to building the best *clandestine laboratory in Singapore!

2. clandestine - secret/undercover
The ambituous student has a sophisticated clandestine laboratory underground, which has everything from astatine to zinc.

3. inane - crazy/insane
Further check with dictionary.com shows : some not very helpful results
So never mind!
Orville Wright was criticised for his inane desire to fly.
What an inane person he is to think that he can get zero for his L1R5 aggregate!

4. flagrant - Conspicuously bad, offensive, or reprehensible
Someone said "at home" in response to a English teacher who asked "Where are your manners?". The english teacher retorted " That is a rhetorical question" in a disparaging manner. She proceeded to mutter under her breath some flagrant language and then, ina dignified and condescending manner, slid her forehand over her wide nostrils. Staring acrimoniously, with sheer disdain and contempt, at that person, she paused for a second, before tapping her fingers on a table close by, swinging her head as if she were Mariah Carey and then looked back at the class to see who else dared challenge her authority.

5. conspicuous - obvious/easy to notice
The scientific data conspicuously shows that there is a severe anomaly in the seismographic graphs of the Lake Toba area.

6. Admonish - to warn, to reprove
( NOTE DEGREE is GENTLE )

To reprove gently but earnestly.
To counsel (another) against something to be avoided; caution.
To remind of something forgotten or disregarded, as an obligation or a responsibility.

Mrs Teo admonished us for behaving inappropriately outside the school compounds, and inside the school compounds, as well.

7. Duress - under duress implies that the person is under force
Under duress, the convict reported the names of his fellow gang members. And finally, the identities of the beng bos of Toh Tuck Avenue were known to Sgt Chan.

8. proctor - I think it means to invigilate
The aim of the proctor in an exam hall is to supervise the examinations and prevent any student from cheating.

9. inexorable - steady, unstoppable I think ( in Barron's it says inflexible, unrelenting )
Result : THere are TWO definitions

Definition (a) : steady/unstoppable
Definition (b) : relentless

Definition (a) sentences :
There is an inexorable increase in the infant mortality rate in Africa. The government is unable to do anything to stem this sharp increase.

Arafat's health has reached a point of no return. Doctors in the French military hospital of Percy, who are treating Mr Arafat, suspect he has been poisoned by an unknown agent. Facing risk of septic shock and multiple organ failure, doctors proclaimed that his condition is inexorably deteriorating and that he "might be dead in a few hours"

Definition (b) Sentences :
Television sleuths are inexorable in their pursuit of lawbreakers.
He had this unshakable, inexorable determinationthat prevented all others who wanted to score better than him
China proved to be an inexorable opponent to the US after its sudden invasion of Taiwan last month. Since then, China has the whole of the Taiwan Straits under control.

10. Sordid - dirty
remember that "sordid details " of the ACS comprehension on ummm genetic manipulation?

sor·did ( P ) Pronunciation Key (sôrdd)adj.
Filthy or dirty; foul.
Depressingly squalid; wretched: sordid shantytowns.
Morally degraded: “The sordid details of his orgies stank under his very nostrils” (James Joyce). See Synonyms at mean2.
Exceedingly mercenary; grasping.

It was a sordid affair, and as such, there was a lot of coverup being done by the F.B.I agents.

11. Furloughs
fur·lough ( P ) Pronunciation Key (fûrl)n.
A leave of absence or vacation, especially one granted to a member of the armed forces.
A usually temporary layoff from work.
A leave of absence from prison granted to a prisoner.
The papers or documents authorizing a leave: The soldiers had their furloughs in their breast pockets.
Sentence in barron's : The soldiers were distraught to learn that their furloughs had been canceled.

12.distraught
upset and agitated

Mdm Quek was incredibly distraught, anxious and upset when she learnt that she had a sore throat because that meant that she was unable to sing the Teletubbies song with her Sec 4 classes for a period of time.

Mdm Chang was not distraught at all when she noticed something.

13. egregious - remarkably bad
further research : Flagrant, Conspicuously bad or offensive
E.g.
The Tian Nan men incident was a blatant, flagrant and egregious violation of human rights.
The gay marriage issue is a egregious violation of the sanctity of marriage
Egregious injustice has been done to the victims of World War II, and China seeks reparations for the war damages, not only to the factories, but most importantly, to the disfigured, traumatised and totally distraught chemical attack victims.

14. duplicity - cunning, trickery, artifice
"du·plic·i·ty
Deliberate deceptiveness in behavior or speech.
An instance of deliberate deceptiveness; double-dealing.
The quality or state of being twofold or double. "
"n 1: a fraudulent or duplicitous representation [syn: fraudulence] 2: acting in bad faith; deception by pretending to entertain one set of intentions while acting under the influence of another [syn: double-dealing]"

Duplicity is the stock in trade of all adroit counterspies.
In my humble opinion, spies fighting against the pervading terror have to be equipped with knowledge on duplicity.
Such duplicity shall not be tolerated, said the empress dowager. With one chop of the hand, she sent the people to the death row.

15. paucity - scarcity
Mr Dorsey replied in an acrimonious fashion that the players had been given "a plethora" of athletic instruction but a paucity of moral guidance.

Even the Chingay parade's feisty finale cannot hide the first hour's paucity of creativeness and imagination.
There is a paucity of good English speakers here in the Republic of China. Most chinese here have a terrible chinese accent that can prove to be disheartening.

16. Elicit - to draw out/ to draw forth
His remarkable speech elicited a fiesty response from his party members
In order to elicit reponse as to whether to go ahead with the two casinos, the government actually opened a public debate.

17. Construe - to be inferred as
What may seem helpful behaviour to you may actually be construed as interference by others.
Our thought process is such that after being exposed to the dangers and evils of life, then do we construe everything in life as dubious and suspicious.

18. pernicious
harmful, causing injury
adj.
Tending to cause death or serious injury; deadly: a pernicious virus.
Causing great harm; destructive: pernicious rumors.
Archaic. Evil; wicked.

The pernicious virus which wiped throughout Singapore last winter - the Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome virus - may come back this winter. The government cautions all citizens to maintain a high level of hygiene and for doctors to exercise utmost vigilance.

The pernicious rumors about things I swear I have not said have greatly tarnished my reputation.

19. impunity
The russian advanced bombers dropped bombs with impunity over American soil last night. The president's office has been evacuated upon discovery of the bombers approaching the southeastern sea board of the united states.

20. consternation - dismay
To the consternation of the local art community, he decided to sell away his works of arts to the overseas museum.

New wrds learnt today

2005-04-27T17:35:00.000+08:00

THE Library computer haf keybrd prob. so i wrtng ver bad now.

artisan
obnoxious
derogatory
repugnant
averse
antipathy
lynched
sporadic

Now, I'm going to die!

2005-04-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

Oh ok. A long long time of slacking blatantly I'm now going to experience tremendous stress. Please do pray for me that I will be able to get through all this without getting a nervous breakdown!

Apparently, there is not enough time! Only about 1 week I suspect. 9 days to be exact. My revision plan apparently isn't up yet. I'm going to study rather blindly cause I can't stick to plans, but I will revise based on the Adam Khoo's techniques for 'when and how often to revise'.. If time is so unkind that I have to actually use mindmaps, then I hope they work.

Now I'm going to study all subjects equally well and not 'pick' subjects, except CH and chiense which I have gave up.

I may or may not lose my top position among english, physics, chemistry and geography.

English : pray hard and hope that few people surpass me. I will try to regain top position in English again AFTER mid years
Physics: Do my best but there is simply NOT enough time. I hope to retain to be the 1st or at least top 3 in physics for Mid year.
Chemistry : No time due to heavy content. May or may not study hard. WILL definitely lose the top position in chemistry
Geography: To work very hard to attain 1st in geography, but time is NOT on my side. May be top 3. chances of getting 1st : very unlikely
A maths : To work very hard and get an A ( 1 or 2)
E maths: To try to maintain at A2

I have to work especially hard for geography because the past tests I have not performed very well..Don't want ridz to give up hope on me.... I have got As but it is not within my standard. Getting TOP for geography may be out of question due to the fact that other people have already revised extensively.

For physics I WILL get very high marks i am sure i wil do my very best! but chew might overtake me due to his unlikeliness to make careless mistakes.... :(

A new day has come

2005-04-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

I was listening on radio and heard the Celine dion 2002 debut "A new day has come". I felt so touched. It is a nice song and yes, a new day, a new chapter has come...

Ever since I had accepted God, things have been running really smoothly. I am not perfect yet and like everyone else I still sin, and some sins I cannot really stop, but I try to stop it. I feel I have grown much more mature about things.

I have not posted on this blog a long time to fufill my responsiblity as a student of a school. So here goes my prattle in 2 weeks! :)

Miss Greta tang is a really good teacher and she made me accept God and I feel more confident now. Initially, we talked about death and dying and I found I needed a direction in life and I was afraid of what follows death. SO I placed my faith in god that he would guide me through my life, and save me when death comes.

The 15th of March.. that was when I had accepted god.

I think everything is easier said than done. I have tried to cut down on two sins I have over and over been guilty of - firstly of hating people and secondly of being envious/jealous of someone else...

Being envious/jealous I think is the most difficult thing I can ever stop. In the past 2 weeks, I have grown to instead of hate, I have grown to accept other people and I really regretted that I hated them in the past. I feel that it is 'not right' to hate people.

talking about hate, I used to hate rui ming after he said some bad things about me, and after I got grossed out by the all-out 'flirting' he did. I didn't think of killing him or anything, cause I was afraid of killing someone and facing a dead body, but I sort of hated him inside a little. not a lot, cause I'm not that sort of person who hates people.... I don't even hate those people who call me names, I just feel a slight dislike... About rui ming, I don't hate him anymore.. Did you know yesterday I wanted to shoot back, " You think you're not ugly?" but I didn't want to cause I felt it was wrong. About his flirting, I felt my perception to be severely distorted. He was maybe just joking/ being friends with those people ( albiet there is dfeinitely a flirt element in it ) and its normal to be friends with the other sex. Even though he might say things to spite me in his favour ( as in, he will get more friends should he join the whole group of anti-wei xue people ), I do wish him all the best in his life and I hope that maybe next time, he wouldn't hate me as much.

Also I admit I used to hate Jong ling and zhi qi. I felt zhi qi was too arrogant and proud and thinking she's very pretty and stuff, and Jongling I hated cause she said bad things about me once. But then progressively especially after I acccepted god and I grew to not hate them. They didn't bother me anymore and didn't say mean things to me anymore. But even if they said mean things, I would still not hate them. I found that my perceptions of them both were critically flawed ( wrong ) because last week, I realised JL was a christian. I don't hate them anymore now and I have grown to want to be friends with them, in the course of time I guess... Friends or not, I feel glad that they don't hate me even though I hate, albeit secretly, hated them before.

I have also started to be a good and better person and I feel so good that I have new friends now. I have made up to Fiona. Though she hasn't said she forgave me, I feel a sense of relief that - at least, should she die one day, she won't die hating me. I will get to try to be frnds with her in time, but maybe that is kind of hard :/

I have started to be friends with Sruthi and I find it very mean for people to discriminate her. i think she's alrigh tthough she might be quite peculiar? Sruthi is quite a pleasant girl.

I also started to be friends ( maybe closer friends, cause we were already quite okay friends since sec 3 ) with Shu yuan, and similarly I feel bad about the way people say mean things about her. I hope she is christian too and she can accept things like I do.

Deepa I have tried to talk to her but my attempts have ended up with me laughing at her. But I think this was all in the name of fun? I wonder if I have sinned, but I was really joking.. though seriously she can be a model cause she is tall enough, ahha. And I said happy birthday to her. ANd the card the girls use to make her birthday card used the ink of my colour pens :)

I have also noticed a very pleasant boy in the library when I was staying back to study. I hope I will get to know him more cause I find that we do get along well. He was a stranger but I decided to say "Hi" and we started being friends ever since. He's kind of a study buddy now I guess. its kind of boring to study in the library alone!

Miss greta also introduced me a christian soulmate and I find that I can get along quite well with him and he is a pleasant boy. He seems to be pretty angelic and my perception of a good Christian.

Most of all, I want to find my strength in god. So I shall pray later bfore i sleep. I want to say thanks to him for all the good things that happened this week and hope that my sins of hating people will stay gone forever, and I won't envy people ever ever again.

Terri.. I'm going to write on forum first thing tmr

2005-03-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm going to voice my opinion..

This poor girl, has been without food or water for 7 DAYS. she is on a deathrow sent by the judge. Is it? Did she commit any crime? No. She was just in a minimally conscious state. Her husband wanted to kill her. I don't have time to post full information. But here's a site to find out more info : http://www.terrisfight.org

AND A NEWS CLIPPING FROM INTERNATIONAL HERALD TRIBUTE.

Options are all but gone

BY PHIL LONG, ERIKA BOLSTAD AND MARTIN MERZER
Miami Herald

PINELLAS PARK - Terri Schiavo's tenuous grasp on life weakened Thursday as the last glimmers of a judicial reprieve slipped away from her parents and their supporters.

The U.S. Supreme Court ruled tersely against them, they lost additional rounds in two Florida courts, and Gov. Jeb Bush and other state officials did not follow through on hints that they might take her into protective custody and reconnect her feeding tube.

The severely brain-damaged woman, the focus of an emotional controversy over issues of life and death, entered her seventh day without food or water.

''She's dying. She's in her death process,'' said George Felos, the attorney for Schiavo's husband, Michael, who says his wife is in a persistent vegetative state and should be allowed to die after spending most of the last 15 years on life support.

Felos said Terri Schiavo, 41, was receiving the best care possible, under the circumstances. He said her husband is at her bedside and that she will be allowed ``to die with dignity.''

''Terri is peaceful,'' he said. ``She's resting comfortably.''

Lawyers for Schiavo's parents, Bob and Mary Schindler, and for the state continued to seek a legal opening, desperately filing appeals in one court after another. They say she is responsive and that water and food should be restored.

LITTLE HOPE

''We will keep it moving,'' attorney David Gibbs III said of the legal fight.

But Randall Terry, a family spokesman, acknowledged that the situation was growing grim.

''We're obviously at a place where her life is hanging by a thread,'' he said. ``We're talking about minutes and hours actually meaning something right now.''

Another family spokesman, the Rev. Paul O'Donnell, said Schiavo was showing symptoms of dehydration.

''Her cheeks are sinking in,'' O'Donnell said. ``The bones around the eyes are becoming more prevalent. Her skin is dry. Her mouth is dry.

``She is very, very weak. It has been so long that, at any time, she can go into kidney failure and die.''

Of the parents, Terry said: ``They're very emotional. They have hope one minute, then despair. Hope, then despair.''

The Supreme Court did not explain its decision, announced in a one-sentence order released in Washington.

PARENTS TRY AGAIN

The Schindlers' attorney promptly filed an amended motion with U.S. District Judge James Whittemore of Tampa, who already ruled against the parents and appeared skeptical during a 3 ½ hour hearing Thursday night.

At one point, when Gibbs used the word ''murder,'' Whittemore urged him to restrict himself to issues of law.

''That is the emotional aspect of this case that does not influence the court,'' the judge said. ``You know that, and I want the public to know that.''

The motion was framed around the opinion of a doctor who did not fully examine Schiavo but recently told state officials she may be ''minimally conscious'' rather than in a vegetative state.

BASIS OF APPEAL

''It is based on change in medical circumstance . . .,'' Gibbs said.

``She is healthy. She wants to live. And she is being starved to death.''

With tensions running high, an area around the courthouse was evacuated after a suspicous backpack was found outside, but the hearing was not interrupted.

Whittemore said he would issue a ruling overnight.

Earlier Thursday, Circuit Judge George Greer of Clearwater said an effort by Bush and the state Department of Children & Families to gain custody of Schiavo ''appears to be brought for the purpose of circumventing the court's final judgment and order'' to remove the tube. He denied the request for a hearing on the matter.

Greer also reinforced an order prohibiting state custody, taking a swipe at the governor.

''The Court ruled that the executive and judicial branches of government are separate but equal and that the executive branch is not superior in the area of judicial matters,'' Greer wrote. Late Wednesday, the state Supreme Court refused to overturn his order.

Felos said that should end all talk of placing Schiavo under state control and reconnecting the tube.

''The only way I can contemplate Gov. Bush or state officials taking Terri Schiavo from the hospice is if they kidnap her -- period,'' he said.

Outside Hospice Home Woodside, which has been caring for Schiavo, protesters monitored developments.

''It appears every legal option has been exhausted,'' the Rev. Pat Mahoney told them.

''Gov. Bush is now the only practical option for Terri's survival,'' Mahoney said over his megaphone, telling the protesters to steel themselves for further setbacks. ``You need to prepare your hearts.''

Kelly Moore, 42, broke down in tears. ''God bless you, sister,'' Mahoney said. ``It's going to be OK.''

FEELING BETRAYED

Terry, the spokesman for Schiavo's parents and former leader of the antiabortion group Operation Rescue, threatened to unleash political retribution on those who did not support them.

''I promise you, if she dies, there's going to be hell to pay with pro-life, pro-family, Republican people of various legislative levels, both statewide and federally, who have used pro-life, pro-family, conservative rhetoric to get into power, and then when they have the power they refuse to use it,'' he said.

The hostility focused more tightly on so-called ''tyrant'' judges, and it also shifted toward Gov. Bush.

Increasingly, supporters of Schiavo's parents decried what they called his unwillingness to act independently of the courts.

''Do you think there's anyone here who doesn't feel let down?'' Terry said. ``He can still redeem himself and his memory on this planet for generations to come if he intervenes.''

THE BAR STEPS IN

With tempers beginning to flare, the Florida Bar came to the defense of the judiciary.

''It is in times like these that we should recognize that our judges, on a daily basis and not just in high-profile cases, have the duty and responsibility to protect the rights and liberties afforded to all of us by law,'' the Bar said in a statement.

``Judges have no control over which cases come before them and they will inevitably be involved in deciding difficult and unpopular cases. When presiding over a case, judges make rulings based solely on the Constitution and other laws, and not their own feelings or personal beliefs.''

Herald staff writers Noah Bierman, Lesley Clark and Nancy San Martin contributed to this report.

2005-03-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

without makeup.. worse

2005-03-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

I am so fugly!!!!!

I hope you don't vomit upon seeing this total disaster, deformed ugliest person that is me. At least I smile, else you'll die of heart attack. I don't know why I am so ugly, but there's nothing I can do. So please stop saying I'm ugly yeah? I'm ugly, yeah, but I can't do anything to correct it. Besides, those who say I'm ugly, why not take a photo of yourself also and notice how ugly you are?? I think everyone is ugly. just that I'm the ugliest =X
So unlucky right...

If I'm ugly, at least I'll try to be intelligent :)

adam khoo thing...

2005-03-06T08:44:00.000+08:00

I used social psychology to block out gary's influence on me ( what my friends say is mind control? )... and so my eyes weren't wet... It wasn't because I'm man or whatever, just because i use special tricks...

Gary didn't make my eyes wet on that day, it was someone else who made my eyes wet ( but i din cry cause i tot i shdnt cry front of everyone )...

that person is chew..

i din noe u were so mature... and i felt quite sad when listening 2 u... i think it was very naive of me to think of u as immature or whatever. i din noe u had a troubled family. me, on contrast, have a quite happy family, so i cant feel wad hell u feel. but now i know.. i wont disturb u anymore. be strong and i hope u can patch up wif ur family... good luck wish u well. sorry..

brainwasih

2005-03-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

im not going to be brainwash

im not going to listen to adam khoo crap

im going to reason and rationalise

im not going to cry

i am smart and i know about social psychology

so i shall ctrl myself

wish me luck for geog exam pls!!!

2005-02-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

i nvr realli study
and i tink i gonna do quite badly
cuz i nvr study hard
all last minute
gimme all ur best pple!!!

aniway
the below the post right....
i bluff you one lar
my self-esteem not so high
im not so proud LOL
:)

in fact
i think im ugly, yeah..

"-GWX is a total gay"

2005-02-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

To the person posting under "-GWX is a total gay"

I think what you say is very cute. I don't really people being jealous of me, but what did you say? Shouldn't it be " I wish I could be you" instead of such idiotic comments.

And you said... "win"? Win academically or in the looks department. Win who, what you mean? Are YOU gay? I mean, win a guy? Come on, who are you....

I don't hate gays or whatever and it would be nice if you could tell me you were gay if you are really gay and it would be interesting. I promise I won't tell anyone. If you have a crush on me, just say so! I don't mind. I'm very open minded ;)

Chew, if onli u can be less irritating

2005-02-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

How i wish u can be less irritating..
but u r quite unique....

u might not have good looks or the natural magnetism of X. But you are very very unique. I think your uniqueness can attract many girls ;)

U're pretty cool. just not my type.

That irritates me

2005-02-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

I'm not whimpering. Stop. K lets not be bixia... We'll learn the good points of bixia, like -

1. keeping quiet 75% of the time
2. paying attention from now on
3. doing all hmework myself from now on

But of course, some things about bixia I can't learn since I want to be a boy-man like :

1. talking like a 10 year old kid
2. standing pests. if it were me on a bad mood, there goes a Um. Sl**, u KNOW
3. walking, moving like her, No no no.

About body movements and all that, I'll learn from someone quite square. Person S.

Well, since I look like S, i'll behave like S from now on. NOT TOTALLY COPY HIM. NONO NO. I'm going to LEARN his manly points. Give me 3 days. Okay. And during 2.4 I'll run like last week, not like a girl. I wont run like a girl. I wnt run like coco lee. I'll run like. the real me. the real gwx. who is fortunately. male.

Deleted due to offensive content.

2005-02-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

[ top part deleted due to offensive content ]

Anyway, today I heard kaiman's name being called by ridzwanna. Must be something bad :( Heard it mny times!

And Ummmmmmmmmm Anyway
Today Miss leng talked about the O levels thing and I find it very inspiring but scary..... I think I
,m really gonna work hard now instead of all-say-and-no-do. OK TML I WORK HARD BY STUDYING FOR GEOG REALLY HARD AND STUDY FOR A MATHS.

I'm going to start revision now, now that one of the them have started it. I can't afford to lag behind.

Anyway today was really funny...... during mdm quek's lesson we had HLL, square factor and X-factor ~~~~~ Why do they have to keep bringing up X-factor, lolx. I can tell ch is quite upset abt this cause this brings unwanted attention.... Niway mdm quek was really funny cause she did the teletubbies song. I think mdm quek's teaching method is much better now!! GOod thing that she try to improve herself and get better.

me too, I'll improve
I've just started on a book from the library.

SISSY FLOWER is not that bad

2005-02-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

Mix sissy flower and flower pot and u get the very dangerous concoction which can kill any pure guy in minutes.

SICKENING SISSY FLOWER POT.

Now
Klim is already a flowerpot.
Biscuit is already a flowerpot.
NOW
DO WE NEED ANOTHER FLOWERPOT?

And i tell u.

Life is very stressful

2005-02-23T14:57:00.000+08:00

Please do me a favour and stop all the makeup, x-factor and whatever crap.

By the way, some guys in this class have a mixed girl-boy look, especially someone whom I despise. THAT person, i dont like that person. I hate this kind of mixed, androgynous people. They look very girlish, with terrible girly features.

I don't do makeup to school

2005-02-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

I don't do makeup to school...

The other day my eye was black cause I didn't sleep at all. So I had puffy eyes.

I don't put ANY makeup. You must have seen wrongly. On tuesday wasn't makeup. Look, today, wednesday, I didn't put make up at all.

And bry, i think u're wei jie.
just shut up
you suck

A firm NO

2005-02-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

Someone asked me if I want to be a girl?
My answer is a firm NO.
I think being a girl sucks and is so boring. Although they get to do fun things, but they're really having a really boring uninteresting life.

And then later during MT, rui ming was trying to do funny things with me. I told him, "no, you don't fit my criteria"

I've got 4 criteria which almost no-one has passed.

Some songs to think about

2005-02-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

BAD BOY - A*mei

Ni Shuo De Shi Wo Bu Xiang Zou Ni Shou De Shi Wo Bu Xiang Zou

Ni Shuo De Shi Wo Cong Lai Bu Fang Shou

Wo Bu Hui Wen Ni Wei Shen Me   Ni Bu Yong Jiao Wo Zen Me Zou

Wo Yao Mo Shang Zui Xian Yan De Kou Hong  Wo~

Yuan Lai Ni Shi Zhe Zhong BAD BOY

Nan Dao Wo Ceng Jing Mo Mo Zong Rong  Nan Dao Shi Wo Wo~

Ni Shuo De Wei Yi You Hen Duo  Ni Shou De Zhuan Qing Xiang Yan Huo

Ni Qi Shi Pian Le Zi Ji Pian Le Wo

Wo Bu Xiang Zai Wan Hui Shen Me       Ni Bu Bi Zai Pi Yu Ben Bo

Wo Yao Zhao Dao Zui Liang Yan De Zi Wo Wo~

Yuan Lai Ni Shi Zhe Zhong BAD BOY

Nan Dao Wo Ceng Jing Mo Mo Zong Rong  Na Quan Shi Ni Fan De Cuo Wo~

BAD BOY BAD BOY Ni De Huai Rang Wo Bu Ming Bai

BAD BOY BAD BOY Wo Bi Xu Yao Li Kai

Ni Shi BAD DOG BAD BOY Ni De Huai Rang Wo Tai Wu Nai

BAD BOY BAD BOY Rang Wo Dui Ni Shuo BYE-BYE

Ni Shuo De Shi Wo Tai Ruan Ruo Ni Shuo De Shi Tian De Zuo Nong

Ni Shuo De Shi Wo Li Bu Kai You Rou

Wo Bu Neng Zheng Ming Shi Yu Fou      Wo Ye Bu Xiang Zheng Ming Shi Yu Fou

Zhe Bu Shi Wo Ni Fen Kai De Li You Wo~

Yuan Lai Ni Zhen Shi Ge BAD BOY

Wo Yi Zhi Wu Xin Zong Rong     Na Quan Shi Ni Re De Huo Wo~

Comments : BAD BOY, U'RE GIVING MY HEADACHES BY SENDING ME MIXED MESSAGES!!!!! STOP CONFUSING ME!


My heart will go on ( OLD SONG )
By Celine dion
Comments : celine dion is very talented.

A question... the answer?

2005-02-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today, as I was in Lim Chu Kang, I thought about many aspects of my life.
(1) I've decided to be totally a boy
(2) I've decided I'll ask that secret question.

Now now. The first part. We'll see. But the second part (2), I've thought about it. Inside me, deep inside, I know I wanna ask the question, regardless of how low the probability is or how high. If someone or probability maths told me the chances are low, I'll still go for it, even as low as 0.01%. The question is when he answers the question........ will I believe? Or will I go into a state of denial and think, " No. he's lying." and crap? THE PROBLEM IS WHEN HE ANSWERS "NO". Will I dare to pursue if he says "no"? Will I dare to risk that chance of a fallout like in November 2004, albeit a smaller one? Of course, in my mind, I'll think of that fairytale ending where the person says "yes" and u live happily ever after. BUT STUPID DUMBMINDED WEI XUE, THIS IS REAL-LIFE!!! OMG, you are in ur fairytale knight stories and dreams.

Wei xue is confused. :(

Yes.
Or No...

I'll ask the question.
When he replies,
I'll close my eyes
and drop dead. :(

Stop all the nonsense

2005-02-20T16:26:00.000+08:00

I ask that you stop all the petulant nonsense. For I've changed to become a totally different person. I have changed my looks to look more simple and more normal instead of looking like a superstar. So please stop all the jealousy and all that..

STOP flooding my tagboard, you jealous person, whoever you are.

Obviously, you're better than me, else you won't post that? If you are better than me, by all means, tell me who you are, instead of hiding there and hiding YOUR VISAGE.

Anyway, STOP , QUIET, RETHINK your actions.

Okay okay.
Now I'm going to Lim Chu Kang near the Tengah air base, and the Camp Christine there to enlighten myself and re-think my life. And to de-stress and have fun.
Once I go to Lim Chu Kang to straighten my thoughts, hopefully I'll be a different person.

Quick advice

2005-02-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

I've got little time today cause of too much homework
and I'm sleeping at 10 today.. So I'm going to comment now

This is only for some pple, don't have time for everyone. If you are not mentioned here, there's nothing I can advice about..

Shawn - your hair looks funny?
Hajar - dont wear glasses, lol, u look like very mature with glasses...
JL - u look anorexic, put on weight
MF - layering?
Bing chong - layering also, maybe you shd quit the glasses
u might look very smart if u put on square/rect spec frames
yanbo - layer ur hair?
pauline - try eyeliner and eyeshadow tricks, get a tan leh
james - layer your hair?
boon wah - dont wear specs, please.. try a new hairstyle, maybe longer
wei ji - try to layer ur hair, u have very thick hair
deepa - u have nice large. try bringing them out.
fiona - try to get tighter fitting clothes to emphasize body contours
if not u'll look fatter... but NOT too tight, please
try to wear specs?? they CAn make ur eyes bigger and connect them
together.
rui ming - u might want to change ur hairstyle.. its been quite long.

missed out ur name? really want my advice before i change personality?
TAG IN MY TAGBOARD BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
( before sunday )

personality change

2005-02-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

I'll give advice to everyone tommorow.

Personality change
I'm going to change my personality.
I've been going around trying to please people too much.
Maybe I should be myself.
But no.
Must not let the real me show.
I'm going to do another act.
But it is
a strategic maneovre
due to the recent tactical mistakes
apologies to whoever who suffered from my previous personality
sorry!

BUT.
No negotiations with irritating pests like
- pollen boy
- bee man

X-factor

2005-02-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

News spread so quickly tt chinhua haf x-factor... actualli this waz aprivate discussion wif pauline... BUT some1 leak it out!

Whoeva that bad person is. Pls own up lehX. i wonder if its xiemai... :(

Anyway, one common fact agreed : Chinhua HAS the X-factor
u might say.. big deal..
but i believe chin hua is one of the few in this sch ( rough guess - maybe 2,3? -- not having anyone in mind ) having the x-factor..

anyway, its not just MY feelings. pauline oso feels tt chin hua has the x-factor..

********
optional reading : what is x-factor

Visually, it goes beyond good looks. Good looks are often confused with the “X factor.” This can be traced back to the advent and popularity of music videos in the 80’s, which created a greater emphasis and need for artists that could give “good face” or in laymen’s terms, were photogenic.

But good looks only get attention. People who have “it” can maintain attention beyond a quick glance, or even a double take. They have something called magnetism. Magnetism is a combination of personal qualities such as: a sociable personality; self-confidence; charm; inner peace; comfort with one’s sexuality; rebelliousness; obvious intellect; a unique viewpoint; intensity or focus; authority; or sense of humor. In some instances, it is truly indescribable, but very recognizable to those who have seen “it” before.

Emotionally, those with the “X factor” have a way of pushing our buttons psychologically. They make us feel good or inspired. Pissed off or aggravated. Challenged or validated. Regardless of how they affect us, they engage us emotionally and the “X factor” that lives within them, speaks to something inside of us, often times, something that we are not even in touch with. "

Anyway my message to chinhua is tt he shd not get over-excited over this... and change here and that. The factor that causes his 'natural attractiveness' i still dno? Maybe its the smell as mr yong say?

whateva..
BUT there are certain things that I and I think many otr pple liek about him:

- personality
i wish he don't change his personality or anything. wheni changed my personality because i became over-naccissitic with myself in the mirror, i acted liek a superstar and blah blah blah..... in the end, I found that i over-acted..
i really like his personality.. u know.. some pple, when u see them, u say ehhh.. he/she got x-factor, when u get to noe them.. or they open their mouth.. u say 'yuck'

- way of speaking
his way of speaking is weird.. but may contribute...

- actions, facial expressions
very good.. dont try to change in front of mirror and act cool or whatever. BE YOURSELF. ;)

Anyway there's the basic advice.....
Summary : don't change the way u do things, ur actions, ur facial expressions, dont do anything. be yourself and let yourself shine through every-one other ppl liek a diamond in a pile of black things... oops! i practise my english sorrie... anyway to be honest.. U ARE REALLY UNIQUE >.<>.<
hair- ur hair is okay.. there's this 'fresh' look going on. and tts cool.... ur previous hairstyle din fit u.. but ur X-factor shone thru all the same... wif this hairstyle u juz look btr ( and dun u deny tt u din put gel, omg )

If chinhua looked good ONLY, i wouldn't say he has the x-factor. i would say he is good-looking.
BUT theres something else, besides being good-looking. some guys in 4/5 are good-looking but theres is NO X-FACTOR!!!! the x-factor is a realli confusing thing. The good-looks i have identified.. and understood somehow why he is good-looking. but the x-factor.. i still dno..
theres this magnetism-thing / attractive-thing about him

OK ok... now, no more toking abt x-boi..

now lets go on to mE!!!!
ok crap.
lets not talk about me today.
i hate myself
Im going to start A NEW PERSONALITY
im not going to give fashion advice anymore
tommorow will be the LAST day i give fashion advice ( on blogspot, duh )
updates tommorow. stay tune pls!!!

Latest updates

2005-01-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

I've got a recording contract with a gwx Records

With luck, I would go to the GR building to film an MV or 2. Also, I've discussed with the Promotions manager and came up with this recommendation :

weixue- NEW ALBUM (out 31st Jan)

1) sunyanzi- wo ye hen xiang
2) she-tong kuai
3) zhang dong liang- dang ni gu dang ni hui xiang qi shui
4) a*mei- ting hai
5) sun yanzi- ben
6) f.i.r - wo men de ai

BONUS!
7) cocolee- a love before time OR alicia key's song
8) beyonce- crazy in love

Discussions with the producer shall go on today, to fix a better list of songs. Meanwhile its this. There is one additional track I would like to add. I did not sing it, but it was recorded by Mtech Recording quite some time ago. It costs $5, lol! The title goes " baby, dui bu qi". I have re-submitted to Mtech Records for re-editing and improving the quality.

Niway, I am still considering whether to have other songs, such as your suggestions, " I believe"... As such, things are STILL tentative. The only songs sung thus far are stef sun's Wo ye hen xiang ta and also coco lee's " baby, dui bu qi".

My new album

2005-01-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

There are sketchy plans on the new album, but it will be a compilation from different artistes. Some songs will be the newer ones, some will be the older one. There'll be a mix of genres, but the main genre shall be more of r&b, with occasional hip-hop and soul music inside.

The plans are somewhat sketchy, but here is what we have for now.

I am currently looking thru what ivan has sent me and whatever songs I have and pick out selectively the songs I prefer. Every weekend I shall sing 3 songs. And in 4 weeks ( 1 month _ I should be able to finish my debut album.

The Preliminary List of Songs..

English
01. Karma - Alicia Keys ( soft rock )
02. Butterfly OR Emotions - Mariah Carey ( ballad )
03. Don't you want My love? - Coco Lee ( hiphop )
04. When you believe - Whitney houston ( dramatic ballad )
05. undecided
06. undecided

Chinese
01. Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui - nicholas zhang dong liang ( Blues, soul )
02. 'Hint after hint' - coco lee ( dramatic ballad )
03. Wo de ai - stefanie sun
04. Zhao pai dong zhuo - Yi lin
05. Ji mo bian jie?
06. undecided

Meanwhile, most of the songs above are still tenative,
that means - still considering whether to put inside.

YOU CAN SUBMIT YOUR RECOMMENDATIONS OF WHICH SONG I SHOULD SING! Post on the 'comments' place or the Taggie!

Today

2005-01-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today is interesting.
Today is boring.
Today is despondent.
Today was a day
filled with inspiration
and at the same time
despondency
depression
darkness.
What will today be.
We already know.
What will tommorow be like?
And the tommorow tommorow?
Will it be like today?
We'll see.
Tommorow.

Okay. I did english common test today. It was kind of OK. Cause I did narrative for the FIRST time in my entire secondary school life. Now, I'm going to do Mdm Quek's physics, I still got some TYS questions to do. I will hopefully finish by 10, if god permits.

There is an adage " don't burn midnight oil ". I kind of believe in it. So, homework that can't be finished after 10, will go into the 'photocopying machine'. I have absolutely NO energy should I have less than 7-8 hours of sleep. Besides, I will sleep usually at least 8 hours... to grow faster.. My growth this semester is merely satisfactory, nothing wonderful... I look forward to growing more. But perhaps height may prove to be not coterminous with effort. But.. we'll see......

Anyway, tommorow is this iris Booth teacher... I'm not so sure of her... We'll see...

Tommorow... I may be exuberant.. I may be down-trodden, or will it be replete with blurness after a dose of a cough syrup ( i have a bad respiratory infection now... so I skipped PE today )

Who knows..
We'll see ;)

PS : Deepa's sister is in ACJC Choir. Her name is Usha. ( according to reliable sources, NOT me )

My deepest condolences

2004-12-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

Tsunami in SE-Asia
To differ from the much cliched expressions used nowadays, I would say that it is a pity that the tsunami warning centres did not detect the imminent tsunamis and issue the appropriate warnings. An inquiry should be conducted and prevent such an incident from happening again. I also slam the authorities for letting people stay at the beaches. Only military and medical personnel should be allowed to the beaches/shores.

Personal Life
Currently watching BBC News about the incident. Noticed BBC News has less multimedia/video clips as compared to the CNN service. Nonetheless, because of accurate pronunciation and unbiased news coverage.

Ukraine Elections
All I can say : Its a pity that pro-western opposition won.

XXX XXX XXX
I went to that person's house today. Actually on a paparazzi mission. Don't know why he keeps blocking and unblocking me on MSN. His nick? I am surely not that person he's fantasizing about? ( Lolx, joking! )

Coco Lee
I was listening to one of her ballads. I think she can do ballads very well cause she has a rich texture to her voice and a nice vibrato. To inject some humour to this : Someone said that her vibrato is scary!

Andrew
I would like to thank Andrew for posting. Thanks a lot for your comment. I will take what you've said into mind. Please let me know if you're still reading!

" Wang zi ni bing bu kun nan "
I would like to add this statement to the mo mo ren.

Geez. Update

2004-12-21T16:29:00.000+08:00

Feel very sad over the Grace death. I think is really pity. Admire her for being so brave and cheerful to her last days. Very chilling though. Reading something someone who died wrote is very very chilling.. :(

Feel veri upset tho I dunno her. Later go check her blog see still haf or not

Den just now went for haircut. So-so lah. But I ask barber cut shorter abit. Den I got some free facial masks. Dang. Its free. The brand... dunno what "Latendere" CellControl Mask 2pcs. Dunno wad kinda brand. If know, tell me ok..

My singing has really improved. I've got a lot of fans. Please continue to support weixue!

Slacking tho :(

2004-11-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

Been slacking past 2 weeks, and doing virtually close to nothing except reading papers, and games. Now, NO MORe Slack! Anyway during my slack period, I developed a liking to a talented asian artiste CoCo Lee. She sings pretty well and has quite good vocals. I bought an album of hers and also got some of her songs via Limewire ( p2p network proggie ). I don't feel sad over the person anymore. I guess - no point right. Time really covers up wounds. Oh well. I'm getting a suntan this week. Wish me luck! Aiyo. And now I doing geography ( huMan geog ). Anyway, talking bout Coco's song, I find her pop songs quite interesting. Only one sad song that is pretty good, I think is 'ai ni ai dao' and her english 'a love before time', and I believe Olinda Cho sang "Before i fall in love". Love, love, love gives me the vibes. Nah. I don't like that kinda love. Yeah. I think it only results in making people sad. yeah.. But i find coco lee very sexy-sounding. Good vocals and different vibrato types. Also I find her to be able to reach a large vocal range, but she changes her voice very obviously when she changes her vocal range ( like from head voice to a sudden bass-low-chest voice ) :P

Ku sha

2004-11-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

old song by tracy huang quite nice..

feng shui lai de sha dui ji zai xin li, shi sui ye cha bu chu de hen ji
feng shui lai de sha chuan guo suo you de ji yi, ..................
feng shui lai de sha ming ming zai ku qi, ....................

my song for this month :)

gregarious?

2004-11-13T13:13:00.000+08:00

maybe i'm too gregarious. heck.

rumours of my identity crisis

2004-11-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

Someone has been circulating information around saying that I want to be rui ming or something. My response is : Stop spouting your crap and go eat your mummy's stuffed toy

This is totally sick. And my response to being Hendrick, is that - " Hendrick is the utterly worst person one can every yearn to be. "

I yearn to be unique. yes. Unique. Not a genetic copy of rui ming. Not a genetic copy of you-know-who. Or radioactive creatures. i want to be myself, uniquely me

gu dan de zi wei

2004-11-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

i realised that a song really describes the conundrum and dilemma I am in. " Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui ". i think its very meaningful, except that because of my zero reliance policy and me being fed up with the person i mentioned in the earlier post, i have no one to turn to and will not turn to anyone. its really a pity; but it must be done. and i will do it. i'll harden myself.

i think the person in the song really is me, in essence. weak, vulnerable, with a porcelain heart that easily shatters. i think i am the one in the song. that is me. very sensitive person who always like to mingle about with friends. who has a fear of isolation. but that will no longer be my future self. i almost cried listening to that song - that is the real weixue. but.. that must change.

my future self will be strong. as putin said,
" we have been weak, and the weak are trampled upon"

im not going to be weak anymore.

introspection - what have i done?

2004-11-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

I have no retrospective feelings whatsoever after I have 'si xin', or in chinese, gave up pursuing him ( or, more broadly, them ). He gave up on me for no particular reason, probably taking umbrage at something I have done. Or for no reason at all. or for the simple fact that our friendship wasn't as strong as perceived by me to be. Either way, its over. After a whole weekend of introspection, I had decided that our relationship is going nowhere, and there is no reason to pursue it anymore. My feelings, my thoughts and even my need for you, has diminished. Even so, to salve my conscience, I tried - I tried to save our friendship. I tried, persistently for 2 weeks before my final introspection, but it was always someone else. It was always the curse of the accursed triangle. The acrimony within me built up - yes it did, by Sunday last week I no longer felt anything for him. There was no hate. I don't hate people just like that. There was a sense of "If you don't cherish whatever we have, then we might as well break up". I am utterly peeved at my persistent attempts and persistent failures. I didn't 'ignore' or 'avoid' the person. I just didn't pursue or attempt anymore to repair whatsoever which i don't know occured between us. I didn't show acrimony, neither did I show blatant ignorance. He probably thinks that I am all lugubrious over this. oh no. I don't need him. I might have relied on him in the past, but now, hell- no. I don't rely on him anymore. ( or them ). I recall. 1 month ago, we were thinking of going to the same JC, getting almost the same grades. Now? I don't think so anymore. He can persist in his nonsensical, petulant rubbish while I do my homework. I can go on to the top JC and he remains in the worst-Jc or worst-polytechnic route. This is not hate. This is not bitterness. This is not me being petulant. This is the truth. I think, really, my patience, and my feigned ignorance is at its zenith, rather, far past its zenith. And it went over. He crossed the line. I gave no more chance. I am remarkably sanguine that I can go on with life without him and he is just one piece of unneeded material. He might have the charisma, but he has no character. You can attract, but you can't keep. hell you can't. This is not personal, or senseless opprobrium. I repeat - there is no antipathy at this point between him and me. Although I do get pissed off sometimes, or rather, peeved. He was an embodiment of light - but now he is an embodiment of gloom. Of depression. Seriously, I have been getting no sleep over the past few days just because of HIM. And I realise all this must come to the end - so I broke up. Wo si xin. Obversely, What else can I do. I have tried. Do I go on evangelically trying to patch up issues again? Hell, I'm no dog to him. I'm NOT his follower. I can't continue like this anymore. Its not that I don't value this friendship of ours. ITS THE FACT THAT IT IS SPOILT TO THE POINT BEYOND REPAIR JUST BECAUSE OF THAT PERSON AND I AM NOT WILLING TO PERSISTENTLY AND EVANGELICALLY CONTINUE ON THIS RUBBISH! IT IS NO POINT. NO POINT AT ALL. YOU CAN'T FORCE THINGS TO PPL. Whatever it is, I hope that that person, which I am not going to name, is going to really change his attitude towards life, and hope that that person is not going to be ditched by many other people. I also hope that that person is not going to experience the one month of anguish I have suffered, deep inside my soul - just because of the existence of people like that person. I have no retrospective feelings. I have given myself - given you a chance. I tried to cleave to that curmudgeon. I tried to salve my conscience by giving a 2 week ultimatum - but things didn't improve. IT TURNED WORSE. AND THE FACT THAT THE SIGNS OF THE ACCURSED TRIANGLE IS HAPPENING BEFORE MY EYES IS TOTALLY SICKENING. And one thing, one truth, I have to disclose. If you, by any chance, comes across that person. You must beware - cause that person is a robot. Is emotionless. I teached Fiona a new word. Its called EMPATHY. You empathise with people meaning you understand what they are going through. WHEN I AM EXPERIENCING HELL, WHEN I AM ON THE VERGE OF BREAKDOWN BECAUSE OF THE PERSON, THE PERSON IS HAPPY LALALALAING AWAY AND AS IF THE PERSON DONT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. I finally understand. There's no point getting sad and retrospective or regretful over a person like him. There's no point. It doesn't pay. I only get myself sick and depressed, and feeling suicidal. That person - no longer exists. That person no longer exists in my soul. I may act normally in front of that person - but that person in my soul, in my mind, in my heart, no longer exists. He ceases to exist in my inner thoughts. No longer will I associate with him. he doesn't deserve me.

the triangle

2004-10-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

i have been stupid and got myself involved in a silly 3 pointed relationship triangle. at first, things were my way. but i made one major mistake, and within 2 weeks, the triangle no longer was isoceles to my favour, it was isosceles to the other person's favour. i then felt broken-hearted and lugubrious especially when conversations were held just over me ( bypassing, in a sense ). then i realised. i have to let go. its no point trying to push on with something that probably isn't going to lead anyway. theres no point in it, really. yes I admit. i am reliant on that person, very in fact. but now i'm going to learn how to be independent and i'm going to really let go of that person.

the triangle has not closed peacefully. another person has taken my place. that person is a good friend, and i really hope he will be able to make sense of all this carnage and mess. well I'm out, and free. being involved in relationships was really making me too lugubrious.

i am an intellectual being and i will not engage myself in such senseless rubbish. so im going to suppress my feelings, i'm to suppress all my primal instincts - and be, an intellectual person.

i have also decided to pursue a "zero reliance' programme, which ensures that even without any close friend, i will be able to tide through till the O levels.

More tommorow. Until then, this is your pal, wei xue.

Recuperative Procedures and Emergency Procedures

2004-10-26T08:27:00.000+08:00

I'm going to kick-start the recuperative and emergency procedures, which are going to put me in the paths of top students such as Xie Mai and Bi Xia.

RECUPERATIVE PROCEDURES
So the recuperative procedures, is a series of programmes, specifically designed to restore some subjects to their previous glory. These are GEOGRAPHY and ENGLISH.

English is an okay subject which I don't know why I scored a B3.5 this time. So now, I am going to revive English to A2 or A1 standards again. This will be done via the 75 Day English Grammar course, which I will be taking, the 3 CSRTs ( Comprehension and Summary Reassessment Tests ) and last but not the least, the extensive 2 month-long programme to increase my vocabulary prowess, so that it can be easier to express myself both in the Vocabulary section of the Comprehension Paper and also the Composition, of course. The Vocabulary Extension Programme ( VEP ) requires me to read the TIME magazine and Straits Times everyday. 01 copy of TIME magazine will be covered daily. I shall also contrive to read a minimum of 1 book per week by visiting the Woodlands Regional Library. My dear friends, if you should wish to seek an appointment with me for bookhunting, please call me at 67699891. Thank you.

Geography is the easiest subject in the world and I have no idea why I did not score distinction this time. No point being lugubrious or whiny or blaming the teacher, or the paper or anything else. This time, I have myself to blame for such sub-standard results - a B3. For geography, I have no idea on what to do. But my idea of doing something is a Geography Re-assessment Programme ( GRP ) in which 2 sets of Past Year Geography Papers will be attempted. As and when I receive the book on Human Geography, action will be taken to do the Physical Geography book and cover everything within, before Biscuit Bitch starts teaching.

Okay? So good job, wei xue, you have planned.
But will you but your plan to action?
What about your plan for L1R5 of 12 points. Has it succeeded. Yes, to a certain extent.
But I have not been studying consistently, and had just studied 1 or 2 months before the End Of Year exams. Therefore, with the 2 months long programme during the holidays and with daily work consistency, I hope I can really score a L1R5 of 12 or below next year. ( realistically )

EMERGENCY PROCEDURES

I regret to say that GOH WEI XUE has failed two subjects. Combined Humanities and Chinese Language, and has only scored a B4 for A maths.

Crap. Therefore, as you can see, the Emergency Procedures serves to save the 3 subjects that are, regrettably, bad, with the focus on Chinese. Again, no point going all lugubrious. We need to work hard - be Optimistic.

For Combined Humanities, a two-pronged approach will be utilised to drive our Combined Humanities to A2 standards, like Wei Ji has done so. ( for some reason )

So we have the H2pA ( Humanities 2 pronged Approach ), which focuses on two areas - one area being the SKILLS required to answer SBQs and another being the CONTENT you can regurgitate in the exam hall. The skills portion will be covered by consistent practice, abiding by the LORMs guidelines on SBQs. More specifically, I shall use a History assessment I have just bought and practice on the SBQ therein. As model answers are provided, I can then access my Level of Response and then award marks accordingly. With regards to the othe rpart, which is the content, the main idea is to read through what has been learnt intensively, and then to read through what will have to be learnt extensively. There is no point studying so early, except to just get a rough idea of what things are.

Chinese is a weird subject, which is by no means easy. However, with help, I can pass my Chinese. I have decided to try to persuade my parents to send me for Chinese tuition and hopefully that would go through. But personally, for Chinese, it would be a two pronged approach similar to that of Humanities. I will increase my vocabulary drastically by practising on Comprehension and Cloze passages and trying to understand what words are inside it by employing the help of a dictionary. Thereafter, I will create a little handbook of Chinese words that I have learnt. I will also, learn the Sec 4 words handbook ( ci yu shou ce ) intensively, spending at least half an hour to one hour per day.

A Maths is the most tricky subject. Why? Cause for me, I can understand the concepts and know how to do, but in the end, get low marks because of Careless Mistakes. For this reason, I shall do an ARM ( A-math Reassessment Test ) in the course of the holidays under exam conditions. I shall also learn Sec 4 topics, which include differentiation and integration. Studying of A maths will span extensively over the holidays, and will not just include one specific week. Chinese will also be extensive.

camp experiences, rebonding

2004-10-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

The camp was okay. This is the umptenth time I said this. Oh ok.
It wasn't bad or anything. I didn't have pain in any body parts :) or anything
I managed to 'investigate' to a certain extent, but not that much. But never mind. At least I know the approximates. OMG. crap.
Anyways, thanks to all the people in my group who have fortunately not made this camp an unmemorable and terrible experience. At least you guys know what you're doing. Thanks to all, except certain people, like yao cong and certain people like debbie and certain people such as our infamous cheng jie. oh my, nvm, cheng jie was okay but he said I am gay and that I'm peeking at him and crap. and that made my kind of angry. I was like ' WHO ARE YOU FOR ME TO PEEP AT? YOU THINK YOU ONE OF THE SHUAI GES ARH. '. oh well. even if so, i wouldn't peep. there ain't anything to anyway. he was all wrapped up in sleeping bag. crazy paranoid homophobic.
track back. now, for the people to THANK. I'ld like to thank yan bo for being understanding ( oh crap, you were always dreaming! ). Thanks to lets see.. jong ling for holding on the safety harness ( though damn, u did it too tight ). Thanks to wei jie for being okay. anyway, u were pretty funny with your weird expressions and the 'i am going to die' look. i just wonder why u are so quiet. Thanks to other ppl also, who are not in my group. that is, jun wei, for entertaining me by being a clown who holds a book reading 250+ pages in the 2 day camp and holding a torch to read his mythologic book. Thanks to wei ji for making me laugh about deepa and being okay. thanks to fina, for not coming. you could have entertained us with your fats. Thanks to other people too, jing hao, rui ming, xie mai, deepa ( for being interesting ), and lets see... is there any more? umm no. but if i missed your name, u can just message me.

i'm too anxious about my free consultation session later today to get my hair rebonded. based on my hair length, it costs anywhere from $15 to $30, so I will get a price quote during the consultation, and if is ok, i will rebond.

anyway, thanks again those people for being interesting and crap. and i noticed something weird during this camp. nope. many things. i'm not going to say. wonder.

i will pick myself up

2004-10-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

i have decided not to be lugubrious and blue so much anymore. i understand this is drifting me apart from others. i will be more happy and open, you will see another me. but occasionally i will drift into melancholy and some lugubriousness. so please bear with it.

and Mamma mia's a nice song. Voulez vous too!

feeling down and depressed

2004-10-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

I have been feeling pretty sad over the few days that have elapsed after the exams. A sense of emptiness, wanting to fufill something, thinking of persons.. I've experienced this feeling many times already but this time, at least I can sense some 'hope' inside.

Especially after the camp.

I felt better. okay? Much better. But I felt there is a need for me to 'connect' more and have a more intensive and extensive group of friends.

Anyway, I have an influx of conflicting feelings which I cannot describe over here. A sense of isolation, a sense of being alone. " gu dan' is the word in chinese.

So happens I'm listening to a chinese song going ' gu dan de zi wei'... yeah. the feeling of loneliness is bad. over 93.3 i hear this song, about someone doesn't like the feeling of being alone.. the heart is like glass. one touch and it breaks. and requires many people to accompany. i feel the song is quite nice and the tune and everything. wtf am i talking. patrick sent me the song once.

i don't know. after listening the song, i'll feel quite down and i'ld start sobbing. hell. tts not me. i don't cry.

I need someone to confide in, and I hope i can. I have an inner self which needs some nourishing. wtf. nvm. umm

on a lighter side, I like beyonce's voice, and a song - the uh-oh- uh-oh song sung by i think ummmmmmm whozzzat

yes!

its umm
oops

nvm

and i've got to like the song ' moment of time' though it might not last so deep into your memory. when you believe pulled me thru exam period, but now its more or less redundant.

well. i think for these few days, and the whole holidays ahead, will lead me into a major depressive episode. i hope i can have someone to turn to, or i will myself find the light at the end of this creepy tunnel-road I am walking.

why am i feeling this?
why am I like that?
this is not me.
why?
or am I just finding
the real me?

holidays close to over

2004-09-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

well.. its the end of the holidays. i would say too-short a holiday. what have i done? close to nothing. and this is what i am ashamed of. target L1R5 = 6? Mission Impossible.

welll well well.. well well I did some de-stressing during holidays and used up my $30 popular book voucher muahahahahahha. I did some experimenting with making birthday cards and made one which was next to a disaster. oh wellz :(

ok errr. now. i am going to ask mdm chang see can change place or not. no way am i letting fiona psycho wei ji. fiona can psycho ( or seduce, if u wish ) mei feng for all i care.

to the children of russia, we have not forgot u. the death toll is now 320 - about 20percent of the hostages. Sigh. What is this world coming to???

Theres a new footage of some video taken by hostage-takers on what happen in the school before russian military storms in. its pretty scary and one boy who was so shocked caught many ppl's face all over the world. he was found - alive. but tragically petrified and gave bloodchilling recounts of the incident. that to this day - rests on the world as one big tragedy.

0ok. For this blog. i must admit. its ugly ( no no, no-one said its ugly - but i think it is ). im going to change a new theme. oh alright. byez.

news

2004-09-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

news has come in that 370 - almost half of which are innocent little pure angels - have perished. WE will never forget the 3rd of September - the day of infamy - will live on.

russia hostage crisis

2004-09-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

the hostage crisis ended on a bloody and dramatic note today as russian special forces stormed the school, containing anywhere from 800-1500 children. 100 dead bodies are reported to have been spotted by an ITV correspondent. 450 are sent to regional hospitals. It has been 4 hours now and I'm closely following this bloody, saddening incident. It breaks my heart that children as young as 5 have to go through all this; and the despotic atrocity of this indespicable act of terror. My heart goes out to the families of the dead, the injured, the terrorised. Everyone around the world is mourning in despair on this terrible end so early in the morning. I salute the courage of the Russian special forces and authorities for having the guts to show the terrorists that they are not to be messed with. On the 4 hours of BBC coverage I have seen, the russian army was professional; and not the least panicky, organised, even though they did not know that such a violent end will occur. ( and thus, ambulances were not on the scene ). The medical personnel and care-givers were very professional and were very efficient in dealing with this crisis of mass proportions. The attack from the rebels will only pull Russians together and make them prove to the chechen rebels, prove to the world, that they aren't to be reckoned with. Russians will get more united together and in unison, together, this crisis shall be solved. The perpertrators killed or brought to justice. The grieving families - my thoughts are with you. I only wish I could stand by you people side by side and help you through this crisis.

fiona

2004-09-03T15:40:00.000+08:00

fiona has the potential to do much better for her studies. its just that she's not putting in effort.
it hurts me how such a sweet girl can go into this state. *sigh.

Maybe she should sit with Si yuan?

What I have done

2004-08-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

ok. I've basically created notes for the Chapter on River ( based on Marianne Chong's book ). Also I've done some Geography exam questions and I've done TYS/A math proving identities question. Also, I've done 2 comprehension passages in a comprehension assessment book and have assimilated the comprehension techniques inside. I have done a precis, which is similar to a summary, which will prepare me for University. I've also read through Chemistry textbook for the chapter on Metals, and highlighted it. Tommorow, I shall do mr. yong's Chem question homework and also some TYS/Math questions and also do some TYS/Physics questions. That should take up like 30-40% of my time tml. And then 10% tuition + shopping. Then I have 50% time left. I'll spend it resting ocassionally ( 45-min catnaps ). I just remembered. I got to practise on argumentative essay. That will be about 30% of free time left then. I guess I'll just stop here. Nothing to write. BLehz.

cant sing

2004-08-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Voice painful. shall not sing for like 1 month to recuperate and convalesce. by then is exam period so i won't sing. zzz. nvm. i must pick up some skills before my 15/16 birthday, when my voice totally break. muahahrharhahrhahrhr and i'll perform an OPERA piece with vibrato!

to kelly lim fans.

2004-08-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

to kelly lim fans, please don't get all petulant, worked up and defensive over kelly. we all have our own opinions, ok? =)

2004-08-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

Kelly lim's using her child psychology discipline methods with me again. Its those isolation thing and those 'ignore' thing. and those 'oh! got such a person in class arh!'.

WELL! if kelly lim's not marking end of year or anything. i'll just sleep in her lessons, don't pass up work and all that and make it clear to her that MY A1 IM GOING TO GET FOR ENGLISH IS NOT HER EFFORTS GOING INTO FRUITION!

BUT. she's marking the end of year exam! AND THATS THE BIG PROB. SO NOW WHAT. i got to play along with her stupid childish game which is getting on my nerves; and I have to follow her boring lessons when I can jolly well do my own work. i can leave out her homewrk in place for what i think would be much better to improve my compre and summary; NOT her crap in class! and i'll be laughing away! her stupid psychological game is not working!

so. now. i've got to play along with her stupid game and she'll think. OH! Im causing wei xue to score A1 or A2 or whatever. WHEN THAT IS NOT SO. and she'll think; OH! My game is working!

I MUST SAY FRANKLY THAT IT IS/WAS MY OWN WORK WHICH CAUSE MY GRADES!

So now we shall vote. Should I follow kelly lim's idiotic and totally sick game?

2004-08-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

one more thing! L1R5 '6' is target. not whatever. don't think i'll get 6. if i get 6, i'll luff like no1's else busine$$! aim for 6. but maybe get 10-14. okies?

2004-08-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

david, sorry if i've been mean to you - u know, laughing at u and stuff. wait till i get over it. i mean, it'll be hard for me to get over it, but .. at least. I wont laugh. ok? sorry if i've hurt ur feelings. din mean it. i now know how terrible it is ( sic ) to be laughed upon. i try not to do it again. but u have some very 'knowing' and 'weathered' eyes - cant stand it. sorry! :~)

Review24

2004-08-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

REVIEW 21 is a periodic self assessment I will do at the 21st of every month. It will be my short-term aim setting.

Review 21 Aim Statement : To get A1 for all subjects with the exclusion of chinese, to cut some slack and to get an L1R5 of 6 by the end of this year.

Review 21 Mission statement : Believe in yourself

Review21 is in line with Mission24 long term statement, in which I'll get a major life thing done ( which requires lots of cash ) at age 24. My plan to 24 is one of success, work and optimism. Going into a good JC, taking a good university module, getting a master's degree, then getting a great job. And when I have accumulated $10000-20000 from my job ( by age 24 ), I'll get something done.
Also in line with my Mission30, which is to accumulate life savings of at least S$1 million by then.

2004-08-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

Wei she me zhe yang de!
Wei she me zi you yi ge ren, POST zai wo de "comment' di fang guan yu peng yu zhi zian de TRUST.

/ translation =)
Why like that!
Why only have one pitiful person ( ah chew! ), post their comment about friend and friend between the trust aspect. ( DIRECT trans! )

AND YAY>>> TML I SEE GHOST!

Trust

2004-08-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

Trust is a key building block of every friendship. Without it, friendship is not friendship - it is acquaintance. Trust is the material which builds up the strong and rigid framework of the friendship. Without a framework, then the ship will not sail and the sails will disintegrate.

My question goes :
Will you trust your best friend?

Please respond by clicking the 'x comments' below this post. Thanks. I'ld really like to know what you all feel about trust and your best friend.

Favourite songs

2004-08-15T17:38:00.000+08:00

Songs can help to alleviate your stress. So here r some nice ones.
( note : the lyrics mean a lot to me, not my 'fan' or anything )

You can find them using Limewire or Kazaa or just about any P2P sharing program.

Enya ( overall a very good singer; beautiful soothing vocals )
Carribean Blue
On my way home
Return to innocence
I want tommorow
Far and Away
Fallen Embers
Album - A day w/out rain

Diana Ross
If we could hold on together ( VERY GOOD ; nice, low, soothing breathy vocals + nice lyrics, very meaningful to me )

Terry Jacks
Seasons in the Sun ( nice voice; nice lyrics - for memory of someone )

Disney - Pocahontas
Colors of the wind ( sweet vocals - rainforest )

Maria Carey + Whitney Houston
When you believe ( high pitched but nice vocals - pop song )

Yolanda Adams
If we could remember ( nice vocals from Yolanda; low and soothing )

Elton John
candle in the wind

Unknown artiste
Candle in the wind

Tommy Page
A shoulder to cry on ( really touches me )
thanx to patrick =)

Skeeter Davis
End of the world
thanx to patrick

Joey McIntyre
Stay the same ( really touches me )
thanx to patrick

NDP Songs
Jia ( Home ) ( made me close to tears )
Home ( eng )
Moments of Magic ( mood-lifting )
Together ( ... we make a difference )
Where I belong
Xing Yue ( chinese ) ( mood-lifting )

reflections

2004-08-14T12:45:00.001+08:00

i think its time to carry on, stop dwelling on the past, look to the future. don't be pessimistic. stop this depression thing and just look on to the bright future. learn to believe. believe in yourself. blieve that if you have the will to do sth, you will eventualli do it. learn to believe. learn to blieve that nothing bad's going to happen. verythings ok. don't be ultra-paranoid. don't be whatever. look at the light at the end of the dark tunnel. the sky might be falling on u. but ur internal energy will hold it up. lol

b4 i forget.. here's a nice story. read it before a few years back, but still find it very meaningful. i hope that the hurt i might have caused to some ppl over the years will eventually be covered by the sand, leaving what good i've done engraved in stone..

A story tells that two friends were walking
through the desert. During some
point of the journey they had an argument, and
one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking until they found an oasis,
where they decided to take a bath. The one who
had been slapped got stuck in the mire and
started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near
drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and
saved his best friend asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the
sand and now, you write on a stone,
why?" The other friend replied "When someone
hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds
of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone
does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND
AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.

might as well add sth :
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND TRUSTED ME

Biscuit BITCH

2004-08-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

Biscuit bitch. The name sounds like somebodi who likes eating biscuit. BUT ITS NOT

This bitch is also a turban, like Turban X. Lets call da bitch turban Y.

some hints on who is TURBAN Y
- someone having WHINY VOICE!
- bird like nose!
- lame jokes and the whole of 3/6 hates her
- gives stupid punishments and stupid homework
- has a big ego
- is busybody
- cracks stupid sarcasm we dignified ppl cant stand
- an allrounder bitch
- someone who thinks what she does is worth a million dollars

well BISCUIT BITCH OR TURBAN Y, is a sick person obviously. biscuit bitch i dun care whether u come here or whatever. i dun realli care. well im going to stick to my words right here. im not naming u or whatever. if u ever do accuse me n u btr not fucking do, tt means u think that U ARE THE ONE. i did not name u. i just listed ur negative qualities and FACT but u r the one who take it into your stupid head and your bird-ass filled 'brain' to associate these to ur yickin' self.

DEAR MS BISCUIT BITCH, YOU WILL NEVER GET FAR WITH THIS SICK ATTITUDE OR YOURS. DEAR MS BISCUIT BITCH, I RECOMMEND THAT YOU GO AND DIE RIGHT NOW. N NEVER BURDEN US WITH UR BORING STUPID MEANINGLESS LESSONS AND STOP BOTHERING US WITH YOUR STUPID LECTURES OR UR LAME SICK JOKES. OK? GET A LIFE. GET SOMETHING. U SUCK

im not stopping here, yet. now, get that whiny voice of urs fixed cuz we cant stand it ok. go date some nigga and dont bother us again. pls do a favor to us

stop those straight dyed long hair thinking ur miss universe. well ur not. u look 30+ u put stupid cologne and u sound fucking whiny. u sick cat. ur not a pussy. u r a cat. a dirty oold cat. a dirty sick old piece of reeking shit. u dun deserve a life. u dun have one anyway

DEAR MISS BISCUIT BITCH WE ALL HATE U. GO BREAK UR NOSE. GO GO FOR SURGERY TO FIX UR NOSE. RHINOPLASTY OR WAREVER

GO GET A SARI OR SOMETHING. GO GET A BUST ENHANCEMENT ( UR BUST SO FAKE U WEAR PUSHUP THINGS ). GO FIX UR VOICE.
MOST OF ALL DONT FUCKING BOTHER US

The evil of 'copulins' and 'pheromones'

2004-08-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

Copulins are pheromones which are composed of aromatic compounds found in vaginal secretions.

Research has shown that:

When men inhale copulins it can increase their testosterone levels by about 150%, almost instantaneously.
In the presence of copulins, men judge women to be more attractive.

This means that copulins can be useful for women to use to attract men, and for men to use on themselves to temporarily increase their testosterone levels.

Today I have just witnessed the terrible and evil effects of copulin. One in which the conscious mind is over-rided. This happened not to me, but to someone else. IT IS AMAZING HOW PHEROMONES CAN DEGRADE SOMEONE FROM A SENTINENT HUMAN TO A SEXUAL SUB-HUMAN BEING 'CONTROLLED' ! From an outsider's Point of view, its very very potent - copulins. they are evil. So from now on, I shall protect myself from the evils of Copulin and other pheromones. This is done by VENTILATING the classroom. Also, I shall find ways to destroy pheromones in the air. Pheremones and copulins are evil. I shall seek u out n destroy u. liquidate u. vaporise u. disintegrate u. go n die

today a lot of things

2004-08-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

today i got to do chem revision den geog rev den memorise here n there. den oso hv to do english correctn. thnk i looking 4 trouble lol. so long still havent start!

den today chew was evil to me :X

n one more thing.

height isnt important. its really superficial. its the substance inside yourself that really matters ;)
that is, your personality, ur attitude 2 life, the way u think, the kind of person u r.

u will nvr forget a fren which has a +ve attitude in life.

Target height for August reached ( with extra 20 days left ! )

2004-08-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

Yay >>> I grew 2cm in 1 month. this mean im still growing fast. muahahahhahahahha. to those taller, watch out for the NEXT BIG THING!

GCSE ENTRY :

gwx lab results
30.0 days ago : 1.68m ( 3sf )
0.01 days ago : 1.70m ( 3sf )

My target height for the end of August has been reached, 20.0 days earlier than expected. The benchmark was for me to reach 170cm by the end of AUGUST. If I failed to hit that, it meant I was 'slowing down', or 'decelerating' or 'experiencing retardation'. But I hit that 20 days early! I tell you, I am very glad with the results. With god's power, I expect I can really hit 1.75m by the end of this year. After my birthday I will take hormonal therapy to delay the end of my growth spurt alap ( as long as possible! :)

I did not take any supplements whatsoever, or engage in hormonal therapy. Supplementation was neglibible ( at 1 m-v tab or 1 z-tab per 3 days ) . All I did? Healthy diet with british elements in it.

About 30.0 (3sf) days, I was 1.68m (3sf). This was verified by readings at school.

NOW THERE IS UNDENIABLE EVIDENCE POINTING TO THE FACT THAT I AM 1.70m(3sf). THIS EQUATES TO A GROWTH OF 2CM/MONTH!!!! :D

Fireworks Festival '04 ( yesterday )

2004-08-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went for fireworks show. quite nice. tho in e end, go in a lot of energy, come out no more liao. lol. im still sleepy from e fireworks drama blah blah. overall a OK show. eh. not ok. btr than ndp preview n last year ndp fireworks =)

its like for sin38pore NO EXPERIENCE CHOREOGRAPHER, there is boom n boom n. here boom there boom everywhere boom boom.

for the hongkong one ysterday, there is like boom, then some quieter part, boom then quieter part, blah. and the CLIMAX WAS MUCH BTR than NDP! NDP just boom here boom there; in the end, its like nothing lor. it make the 'effect' of e firework smaller. some more the colours ( choice of ) were much more vibrant and cool thn ndp inexperienced ppl..

and there was this stupid ( fans dun blame me, my feelings.. ) 5566 concert n it was so crowded. den the organiser say: dun tear at the banner else the 5566 concert dun start. den wahhh.. OH! THE CONCERT WON'T START! I was like "wtf, go teaR IT LAH who want 2 see ".

ohyeah. its pretty crowded at esplanard. den we were afraid SOMEONE would get lost ;)
den tt SOMEONE got irritated n started throwing taNtruMs. so xiao qi! LMAO.

gwx rating
Fireworks : 8/10
Overall Event : 6/10 ( due to sooo many ppl )
Overall thing ( + take MRT, + chatting, + walking around ) : 8/10 ( its nice; night life )
Percent regret to go : 30%
Energy level when reaching there : 80%
Energy level when leaving : 0.9999%
Boredom during transport levels : 70% ( tho its nice to talk to kai man )

GCSE entry :

As I and my friends squeezed our way through the exceedingly crowded place at the esplanade, bound for the much-hyped fireworks festival, I starting having doubts about whether I had make a right choice in coming in the first place. I was starting not only to feel my sweat dripping down my shirt, and getting me all sticky, but I was also starting to feel very humid, very hot and felt very exaasperated. Not only did I feel faint and sickly, and my legs feeling tired from all the standing and walking, but also, I could not see clearly what was ahead of me, as the path I was walking was sloping. Neither did it help much with my 1.7m, 'exiguous' frame. The gruelling journey to the area around the 'funfair' ( which was set-up to cater to those who came ), was arduous but we preservered, finally walking through the fun fair with nothing much to see anyway, and feeling even more tired.

As my legs started feeling wobbly and about to give way, I and my friends settled for a place to sit. Finally. Even though we could finally rest our fatigued and enervated bodies, there was still half an hour to wait. Half an hour of excruciatingly painful boredom. But I was eager for the fireworks show to start. I wanted it to started this very moment. I couldn't wait!

As boredom started to grip hold of me, Wei Ji complained about a parched throat and Wei Ji, Zhao Perng and Philip decided to look around for something to eat or drink to quench our thirst. I was not as thirsty and besides, had a half-full bladder so I decided not to drink anything ( and to think my bladder was so strong as to not require a toilette until I reached home, 4 hours later! ). But the rest were, and zhao perng had an insatiable appetite. Well I was neither hungry nor thirsty as I had my dinner earlier. So I just tagged along, gulping at the sight of the cost of the food and drinks there. Wei Ji was assuming a weird posture ( if interested, I can demo OOP! singlish! minus mark! ) and Kah Joon had the usual expressionless face. After they got their drinks, we proceeded to where we sat just now - we had earlier cleverly put newspaper on the coast facing the sea so as not to get ourselves dirtied by the sand.

Soon, it was announced that the fireworks was to start soon. I geared up my camera with the correct video and image settings, all the while, my heart pounding with excitement. I just couldn't wait for the show to start! At around 8:30, as everyone watched the romantique, surreal night-sky, hear the winds softly blowing against us all gently, as I gazed around me seeing eager and united faces, the fireworks started on a undifferentiated note. Soothing music poured into my ear, as the colours of the pyrotechnic display engulfed my eyes. I started recording, capturing this lovely moment on film.

The dazzlingly bright fireworks filled the night sky with delicate patterns, choreographed spendidly, going step-in-step with the background music, perfectly matched with the sounds of the fireworks shells. The display was the perfect surreal eye candy. It was alluringly warm and bright, but deafeningly loud. My heart pounded like never before. But I knew that I was safe; this was going to be the best fireworks show ever. The whole sky had burst into a place of brightness; the singapore sky was changing into a sky with brightness of extreme proportions. I held my camera where I believed the fireworks were; and did not take my eyes off the fireworks. My heart was playing along with the fireworks, my soul was drifting skywards, my eyes glisteningly bright as my pupils watched the pyrotechnic display, totally diminishing my enervated physical body.

The fireworks resembled fallen embers, the clouds swallowing us. My heart was singing, along with many others. A tear streaked down my face and I made no attempt to conceal or blink it away.... Once, when night seemed so long, when it seemed as if it was never to end, our hearts were connected intricately, but bonded to one another as we all took in the fallen embers; as we took in the night air, the fallen embers, the delightful atmosphere. For a moment that I shall never forget, we were one entity.

2004-08-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

Just added a taggie and the links. Pls link me! :)

National Day Resolution

2004-08-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

I pledge to engage in my studies and acheive better grades for the final semester. I aim to acheive a L1R5 aggregate of 12 or below. I will

1. Spend no more than 0.250 hours on research on dermatology
2. Spend no more than 1.00 hours on the TV.
3. Spend 0.250 hours browsing the newspaper everyday.
4. Avoid excessive interest in enheightism. Engage oneself in less than 0.500 hours of research on heightism and related correspondence.
5. Go the the Woodlands Regional Library or Jurong Regional Library every week at least once to study for 2.00 hours. Bring a laptop to make notes if required.
6. Avoid singing for more than 0.300 hours a day. Avoid singing dedicatedly ( ie singing while doing work or bathing or whatsoever is okay )
7. Sleep or self-hypnotise in bus if possible to minimise or eliminate nap-time on reaching home.
8. Nap time should not exceed 0.500 hours.
9. Sleep at 9:30 everyday ( or earlier ) and wake up at 5:00 everyday. Exception is Wednesday ( before CT ) and also on Friday ( for fun ).
10. Avoid using computer for chat or any useless activity. Computer activity limited to 0.300 hours a day.
11. Study dedicatedly, sitting upright ( not lying down to study ) for 0.200 hours.
12. During REVISION/SELF-LEARNING time, do Maths ( and attempt questions ) to reduce possibility of mistake.
13. Do TYS/Phy for at least 0.150 hours a day. ( exclusive of self-revision/learning time )
14. Do TYS/Geo for at least 0.150 hours a day. ( exclusive of self-revision/learning time )
15. Shall always pay attention in class no matter how boring lesson is.
16. Engage in active interaction and active eye-contact with teachers. Do not drift off and lose focus in class. ( even in Estherleng's lessons )
15. Spend 0.300 hours studying English a day.
16. Every week, based on tips learnt from the RD book and from tips from the Longman book, write a compo of 500 words, using the questions in the TYS. Focus on narrative. Do so for 2:00 hours, or less, if possible.
17. Never bathe or engage in facial/hair self-improvement for a total of 1.000 a day. Condition face and body only once or twice a week.
18. Consult Mdm Quek once every 2 weeks, with relevant TYS questions and LBook questions.
19. This blog is effective 9th August, when I would probably be seeing a lovely fireworks scene, in my heart, resonating to myself that I shall work harder for this semester and not slack and improve for a better, brighter, livelier future. I know I can do it. =)

SS TIP!

2004-08-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

Was studying for Social studies and there's this thing u got to memorise on Provenance, Content, Limitation, Tone, Purpose. So I did something. Well yeah i did something to rmb it better

Patrick Can Learn To Pass

lmao. I know its mean. But hey! Its positive! ( hes passing many tests now aniwae )

Btw,
another one

ASTC
All Singapore Teachers Are Crazy

Well. might be easier if its ACTC. wow. All COMMONWEALTH teachers are crazy

No time. Busy person

2004-08-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

i got no time to add things so tt will be e way things will go for sometime. lmao. cuz theres this test n test n test. all tests! this is exaasperating. sick. its lik there's test EVERYDAY.

Form eqn :
test everday = no games + sleep late = no energy the next day = cannot study = cannot concentrate = fail.

are the teachers trying to kill us?! today chem test, yesterday chinese spelling, the day before Chinese test, the day before before another test, can't rmb. look. sec 3 life is so stupid n so stressing. this is bad.

and loook, now i learnt that theres homework from ridz b1tch. HOMEWORK! now hw i dun care already, COPY! dern it.

im not slacking. cant help it. no time. no time! CRIMSON HADES!

PS : ESTHER LENG IS A BIG FAT TEACHER-SLACKER WHO THINKS SHES A SEXY GRACEFUL TEACHER. SO FAT AND SO BIG STILL WANT WEAR FUNNY CLOTHES. SICK! ( AND SHE'S TRYING TO ACT COOL NOW. WATCH OUT FOR HER ACTIONS! ). also no time for GCSE entry, _ it

Welcome!

2004-08-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

*This initial entry will not set precedent for posterior blogs. Use of language will be less formal

Hey all & welcome to my blog. First I want to make things clear that this blog contains personal remarks and animadversion and this is in accordance with my freedom of expression. Second, this blog is for fun, to improve my English and also to disseminate views and propergander. Lastly, my target audience is not only my friends at home, but also my friends abroad, in the UK, USA and Australia. Teachers and principals are not my intended audience.

To improve my English, my blog will have 2 sections. One section will be totally informal, and might even be grammatically wrong or contain colloequial ( or Singlish ) terms. One section will be GCSE-type, where formality and 'correctness' is the stress.

I am having a look at the CSS code for this template. CSS is not exactly my area of expertise, though I have worked with it ( for positioning ) a few times. Once I understand where things go, then I can safely put a taggie-taggie or the such here.

I hope you all will have a fun time here reading my entries. Have a nice day. Nemaste.